Saturday, 12 September 2015

Ego... The Beast Within Our Minds...

Ego, an enigma whose philosophical expanse proves one of the most challenging subjects for budding illuminators to effectively sort through. When tackling this topic, the adherent will discover the vast majority of Ego related literature, as provided by the world of psychology, sociology and new age funkiness, does little to clear muddy waters. Having sifted through many sources; there are a few valuable references I choose to hang my hat upon, these being; the teachings of don Juan Matus, Gnostic texts, philosophy of the ancient Greeks, and the meanderings of a few modern philosophers like Bill Hicks or Timothy Freke, who slightly touch upon the caustic nature of Ego. From the big screen; we can investigate Guy Ritchie's classic movie "Revolver" whereby a fantastic job of illustrating ego at play was constructed. Because Ego plays an all encompassing role in our lives, I point to these few works as a fantastic place to establish a foothold into the unruly subject of Ego. You may ask; what is the benefit of chasing this old Tiger? Consider this simple observation; in the forest of consciousness, Ego is, by far, the most elusive and dangerous of beasts.

What dangers do we speak of?

Ego appears to us as a tangible construct responsible for framing the human experience in such a way that we are encouraged to adopt a belief structure of separation, physicality, death, and the little "I". Ego, by confounding our sense of reality and reason, supports the experience of a material world which, in turn, keeps humanity from discovering our true GodSelf nature as the ultimate, indivisible, eternal, singularity. The experience of time and space are manipulated by Ego, in so much as, the focus of humanity most often is unwittingly funnelled into the past or future whilst forsaking the glory of the now moment. We find Ego also serves as the underlying current responsible for transporting humanity into the domain of fear, expectation, hope and despair. Ego prevents us from breaking through the many barriers of illusion, it hobbles our sense of possibility. Moreover, in the lives of us all, ego acts as the primary catalyst of chaos.

What is the origin of Ego?

This qualifying question of Ego's origin opens for me a Pandora's box of possibility, of which, I may never close. However difficult the query, there are a few interesting suppositions which, possibly, might shed some light on the topic. The Gnostics believed there exists two primary forces guiding consciousness expression; the first being the Goddess Sophia, creator of our universe. Aided by her subservient Goddesses and Gods, Sophia is responsible for guiding humanity toward light and love. The Gnostics believed the unadulterated path of humanity is to express our GodSelf nature. Adherents of the Gnostic philosophy, like us today, needed to explain why chaos seems to represent such a large portion of the human experience. Their conclusion was to point toward the antithesis of Sophia, which they suggested was represented by a force called the "Archons." Their belief structure argued that the Archonic expression represented a ubiquitous force of nature responsible for clouding the collective mind of humanity, in so much as, we are unable to identify with our true nature as Sophia's GodSelf progeny. Gnostic texts paint a compelling picture of good and evil constantly at odds in a race to gain the seat of consciousness.

Closer reflection of Gnostic assertions leaves me with the realisation that the force of Sophia represents the greater GodSelf "I", while the Archons are akin to what we would consider the Ego, or the small "I". Gnostic truth, in my opinion, maintains that the Archons, like everything in our universe, originates from the Sophia creation. Archonic service to Sophia enables humanity the ability to experience duality so that we may observe choice as the fundamental core of how we manifest consciousness in the material world. Investigation into their philosophy could lead one to assume Ego, at the very least, represents the antithesis of love. If we are to accept the Gnostic rendition of humanity being subjected to ethereal benefactors, in addition to, nefarious assailants, then, we certainly will ascribe Archons the role of God busters. Ego's part in the cosmic dance is somewhat easier to pin down than it's origin. However, if the Gnostics were right, then we can believe the presence of Ego to be an indivisible part of consciousness, eternal in nature, very much a function of our 'perceived' reality.

Much like the Gnostic assessment, we find don Juan Matus expressed Ego in terms of a separate being responsible for twisting the way humanity sees consciousness unfold. Matus used the term "Fliers" to describe what one would assume is the antithesis of our true GodSelf nature. Below is a quote from don Juan Matus clearly describing, to his protege,  the predatory nature of the Fliers.  

I want to appeal to your analytical mind. Think for a moment, and tell me how you would explain the contradiction between the intelligence of man the engineer and the stupidity of his systems of beliefs, or the stupidity of his contradictory behaviour. Sorcerers believe that the predators have given us our systems of beliefs, our ideas of good and evil, our social mores. They are the ones who set up our hopes and expectations and dreams of success or failure. They have given us covetousness, greed, and cowardice. It is the predators who make us complacent, routinary, and egomaniacal."

"In order to keep us obedient and meek and weak, the predators engaged themselves in a stupendous maneuver; stupendous, of course, from the point of view of a fighting strategist. A horrendous maneuver from the point of view of those who suffer it. They gave us their mind! Do you hear me? The predators give us their mind, which becomes our mind. The predators’ mind is baroque, contradictory, morose, filled with the fear of being discovered any minute now."

Matus could not be more precise in his description as he offers Carlos Castaneda a purview into the alternate, or Egoic Self. Like the Gnostics, Matus unequivocally defines the Fliers as separate beings, acting as infiltrators, manipulators, and deceivers of the higher human expression. Don Juan leaves little doubt as to the role Fliers play in striking down any attempt a sorcerer's adherent would make toward exposing their domain, or understanding their modus operandi.

Don Juan emphatically instructs Castaneda that, of all his teachings, nothing is more important to the man of knowledge than the subject of Fliers. 

Speaking to the origin of the Fliers, don Juan suggests they have always been part of the greater landscape of humanity. Furthermore, don Juan indicates the tapestry of illusion, as conveyed by Archons, represent an inescapable function of consciousness. Matus speaks of seeing the Flier overtake an infant child, his visions reflecting upon the disquiet of knowing the child's true sense of reality has been hijacked, never to be freed unless the child learns the sorcerer's way of knowledge.  

To me; the most exciting part of Matus's revelations define exactly how the Archonic parasitic presence dominates the mind of all humans. The aforementioned quote represents only a small slice of what Matus offers as a clear, unequivocal, peek into the predatory mind which we all unwittingly use to filter our reality. The best way I could illustrate the gist of the Matus revelations, is to suggest you acknowledge that all you see, think, and feel, is filtered through the Archon mind. What you describe as your mind, your experiences, your thoughts, feelings, and emotions, are not your own. You only think they are! Paint a composite of the "I" you see in the mirror, you will be directing attention to your Archon.

You think this Archon is you, but it is not!

By example of the Matus assertions, readers of the "Yaqui Way of Knowledge" discover many exciting revelations as the author, Castaneda, moves beyond the unveiling of his own personal curtain of Archonic deceit. Under the tutelage of Matus; Castaneda discovers a strikingly different reality, one which very few people are privileged to entertain. Castaneda soon learns the natural laws of the universe no longer apply. Space, time, physicality take on new meanings. Like Alice in Wonderland; all is not as one would expect in this menagerie of spiritual bliss.

Doors open to expose new found powers of perception, all life unifies as one for Castaneda. The wolf, coyote and eagle become his true brethren as he imbibes of their spirit running through canyons, soaring high above the desert below. Miracles of the GodSelf bring to light bizarre abilities Castaneda never knew existed. Casteneda learns how to be in two places at once, to travel thousands of kilometers in seconds and to discover full harmony with all living beings. Take heed to the lessons of Matus, you too will come to accept that the essence of your persona is, a mirror of lies, a betrayal to your true nature. More to the point, what you glean as the 'real' you is in fact a very pale reflection of your potential as a God realised being.

Against the Grain:

Although both the Gnostic texts and the great don Juan seem to agree that Ego represents an actual entity responsible for separating humanity from knowing it's proper role as a GodSelf singularity, I find myself both agreeing and disagreeing with their analysis.

I agree ego prevents humans from knowing their true identity. However, I beg to differ when we attempt to establish Ego as a physical entity existing separate from the GodSelf. There are a few reasons to explain my conviction.

Firstly; most importantly, the crux of my own philosophy balances on the theory all manifest reality is a singularity. Therefore, nothing whatsoever can exist separate from unity consciousness. Although the Gnostic definition of the Archon presence as a function of Sophia's divine plan tends to agree with this theory, Matus, it would appear suggests otherwise.

Secondly; it stands to reason that if a Gnostic teacher, or in this case, don Juan Matus, wishes to identify a certain facet of consciousness, then this aspect must be separated for identification. Matus, like many sorcerers and philosophers, expose the mechanics of our persona as a way to define, for the benefit of all, how Ego manifests control. Logic would suggest, the most effective way to qualify Ego would be to expose it as existing separate from the greater whole. If this be the case, possibly Matus and my own theories, although appearing separate, are in accord.

Thirdly; our reality expresses itself as a duality. Therefore, inherent in consciousness, we must be a able to discover an opposing force to GodSelf realisation. Ego, I believe, is that force. In my humble opinion, Ego is a natural, and essential, part of consciousness. Ego represents an integral aspect of human evolution. Therefore, it must be considered a unified partner in the reality experience. Similes and metaphors are often needed to assist in constructing a complete picture of esoteric reality. I believe don Juan and the Gnostics used Fliers and Archons as a viable concrete path toward expressing Ego in terms spiritual initiates could reflect upon, defend against, then gain knowledge from.

Be it separate from the self, or part of the greater whole, we can all agree on one truth, Ego dominates our expression of reality, Ego manifests fear, hope, desire, lust, it promulgates greed, envy and dovetails with spirit in the, most beautiful, dance of consciousness. Ego truly represents all of the base emotions we experience daily, yet, it's presence is understandable, necessary to drive the vehicle of choice.

Ego in Our World:

However we align with his views, don Juan Matus has succinctly and eloquently defined the role of Ego. Simply stated, we are God, a singular, eternal, expression of love. However, the role of Ego is to trick us into believing ourselves to be fleshy mortals. Cohabiting in the material world, fighting for survival, while racing against an inevitable expiry date. In light of the chaos we experience, who could deny consciousness is caught in the web of Ego's illusion. Don Juan was a phenomenal sorcerer, just from one small excerpt of his teachings we can glean a wealth of knowledge about Ego. Let us take a closer look at what he has to say.

"I want to appeal to your analytical mind. Think for a moment, and tell me how you would explain the contradiction between the intelligence of man the engineer and the stupidity of his systems of beliefs, or the stupidity of his contradictory behavior."

How do we account for the contradiction of man's intelligence, juxtaposed, to collective behaviour of mankind? We know the nature of the atom, over 100 years past scientists, using the double slit experiment, exposed the truth of our reality. Einstein clearly stated "Reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one". Knowing the material world is illusory should have completely changed our way of life, it should have created a flood of scientific truth all pointing directly at the GodSelf and unity consciousness.

What happened?

Over millennia, countless philosophers, sorcerers, and spiritual practitioners, have illuminated a clear path for all of us to follow. Do we heed their wisdom? No, we instead choose to fumble along in darkness, absolutely refusing to open our eyes. We consider ourselves an intelligent race. Yet, we somehow deem it proper to accept over one billion of our brethren will starve to death, and over 3 billion will subsist on less than three dollars per day. We are the only species which acts as a cancer upon the planet. Is it not odd that we seem oblivious to this destructive path. Our consumptive insanity is ubiquitous throughout all facets of reality. The land, water, air, plants, animals, even our brethren, all succumb to the destruction of Homo Sapiens. Ponder seriously some of the following queries.

Does this Archonic reality represent the true nature of humanity, or, is there something more we can aspire to? Is there some great power we have yet to consider or develop?

There seems no end to the stupidity of human expression. No foreseeable abatement to the destruction of our world. Moreover, no semblance to our obviously true GodSelf nature as conduits of unconditional love. Why is this the reality we choose?

Contradictions in the human expression abound. Yet, we seem incapable of processing the real reality hidden beneath this contagious exterior. I ask you, is it not be reasonable to assume scientific knowledge alone should have directed us toward love and unity consciousness?

Does it make sense that we all envision a more compassionate world. However, somehow, our collective choices continually take us in a completely different direction?

Why do you think we all want love but find it almost impossible to grasp?

There is an elephant in the room, ironically, no one seems capable of acknowledging its presence. Imagine, your neighbour is a murdering fool who destroys everything he touches. This neighbour visits your home, steals the silverware, rapes your daughter, stabs your wife, then walks out the door after lighting the curtains on fire. Responding to the mayhem, do you invite him over for dinner the very next week, or, do you immediately put a stop to the chaos, correct the damage, then take care of your family? I concede to you, this scenario seems ridiculous on a personal scale. Yet, globally, you must realise, week after week, we are choosing to have the neighbour over for dinner?

Matus urges us to remember Ego is not just the little voice in our head, it represents much more than a few untoward thoughts.

  • We fail to see the Godself reality hidden behind the physical plane of Ego. Against the teachings of modern day science, we trust our world is solid, separate, molecular. Egoic expression traps us in a physical shell, ego leaves us shackled to a very limited reality. In the absence of Ego, we would be free to experience any reality we wish. How would you like to experience the world through the eyes of an eagle, a wolf, cat, or bask in the lifeblood of a large oak tree?

  • Ego causes us to see all manifest reality as separate little bits and pieces. The illusion of separation makes it impossible for us to comprehend that our brethren are truly not separate from ourselves. Imagine how the world would be a completely different experience if we all understood the true nature of unity consciousness.

  • Humanity is confused about time. Ego has us believe past, present and future are all different aspects of beingness, when in fact, time, like consciousness itself, is a singularity. Imagine how much more beautiful our world would be if we could comprehend the immortal nature of our true self.

  • What if we lived in a world no longer be limited by the sense of a singular body? We are omnipresent GodSelf beings. We are more than capable of being in many places at once. Time and space, as fed to us by Ego, gives us the impression of solidity, this is not our true nature.

  • We call ourselves humans. Yet, the truth of the matter is, we are Gods. This little "I" syndrome, presented to us by Ego, destroys our ability to love without condition. Hobbled like a prize pony, we know not of the sensibility of sharing and caring for all our brethren. Know thyself! There is no other more beautiful, more sacred, more deserving of love, than you!

  • Look out the window of your world. Humanity is driven by fear. Ego is the derivative of all fear. Move away the illusions created by Ego, you will determine fear has been dispatched in favour of unconditional love. How would your world change if love became the only basis for all your decisions? 

  • Judgement is contagious in our world. Imagine, if we could all jettison the need to weigh good against bad. Ego prevents us from knowing that the brother we hate, is none other than, a reflection of ourselves.

  • Ego coops the unified GodSelf mind, then replaces it with the false self of Ego. However, Ego, like all visitors, can be asked to leave. We are so confused into believing in the little "I", we never touch the true self, never know the glory of our primary identity. Remember what Matus said; "They gave us their mind! Do you hear me? The predators give us their mind, which becomes our mind."

  • Death, need, desire, greed, all rule the human expression. What if, we could transcend these concepts? What if, we knew ourselves to be eternal, omnipotent, omnipresent, unified as a singular beingness which chooses to only embrace love? What if we knew our enemies as yet another reflection of God, another reflection of our own self. 

Beyond The Beast:

We need not be handcuffed to the realm of Ego. Collectively, we can transition beyond Ego. The path toward sanity is easier than one might imagine. Scientific footholds can be learned, knowledge can be accrued, reason can be applied, logic can be embraced. However, is this enough? To answer this most important question, I can offer two points of view; the master sorcerer Matus and yours truly.

Don Juan Matus proved the Ego can be harnessed, tamed and ridden. His "Yaqui Way Of Life" illustrates the results that can be realized if one is truly dedicated to the path of what he called "The Way of the Warrior". Matus shows us the beauty of a sorcerer's world. Castaneda's books unequivocally illustrate that don Juan Matus lived his life under the rules and actions of an impeccable man. Reading the Castaneda series leaves you breathless, tearful. Most importantly, it emboldens you with love. Therefore, if it is your desire to know Ego, I suggest you start with the gift of Matus's love, then, set your sights upon being a spiritual warrior, a person of impeccable behaviour.

Exposing my person battle with the beast is guaranteed to benefit you much less than the teachings of don Juan. None the less, it is certainly worthy of mention, as my path may be more akin to what you are facing this day.

For most of my life; I never knew what Ego was all about, never even knew of it's existence. The movie Revolver does a great job of presenting Ego, especially as it places, front and center, the need to know thy enemy. We see the main character being released from his inner turmoil the minute he becomes capable of identifying his EgoSelf.

Like the fictional character in Revolver, ignorance of my EgoSelf, left me defenseless to combat the awful side effects of Ego's attacks. How could I know there was a demon lurking within my mind? The beast just had his way with me! It was my master! The little monkey coloured my world with fear, all the while, stripping love from every corner of my reality. By the time I was twenty, I knew love was the missing ingredient in my life. Life for me was horrible. Without the ability to lovingly connect with others, I felt abandoned, cold, homeless. To overcome this loss, I set my sights on learning what love was. Moreover, how was it maintained, why it was so inexplicably elusive. Looking for a definition of love, I found myself traipsing across hills and dales of spiritual wonderment. Puzzling together impressions of love, inevitably, pushed me in the direction of Love's antithesis, which, as I have been intoning in this essay, is Ego.

From my humble, yet personally enlightening, experience, I advocate your first step in fighting the beast is to know your enemy. We can only defeat the things we know. Ignorance breeds fear, fear paralyses all action. The moment you accept within your heart that there does lie a beast, this is the turning point where you finally begin the path toward emancipation from its grasp. Having accepted the truth of your reality, you then must reach for all the information which may shed further light on how your inner demon dominates your reality. The more you know of this enemy, the better armed you will be to counter his threat, or even defeat him in battle.

Once you have learned enough to wage war on the beast, then you must establish a game plan for combating the endless attacks on you psyche. Personal experience has afforded me a small toolbox of fixes for battling Ego. Knowledge truly is power, I would advise you to never stop searching for more information on how Ego works. Truly, you will never know too much about Ego. Another wonderful tool I found was my observer self. If I consider there are three voices in my head, I would call these voices, my EgoSelf, GodSelf and ObserverSelf. All three are very real; all three perform a function in my personal dance of consciousness.

Ego runs the show by taking up most of my daily thoughts. I allow it to dominate the expression of my reality, as a result it does. Waking up in the morning, I am transfixed by the world of Ego, I see physicality, separation, need, and the clock ticking on the wall.

My GodSelf is a powerful benefactor, it clears the darkness. Whereby, it allows me to expand my world, beckons me to bask in my true identity by embracing unconditional love in lieu of the fear peddled by its nemesis, Ego. The problem with my GodSelf is that I rarely ask it to take over control of the reality reigns. Due to its cameo appearance in my life, my Godself fulfills the role of stabilizer, akin to an emergency relief pitcher, trying to save the day by striking out Ego's heavy bat. However minimal the appearance of my GodSelf may be, it plays a critical role in allowing me to capture, embrace, and covet my true identity as a loving being who chooses to unconditionally accept all manifest reality. Reflecting upon an old saying, I would not trade all the tea in China for the loss of knowing that my GodSelf reality exists.

The third player in my mind, is the ObserverSelf. The Observer is my watchdog, it needs to be fed regularly. I feed my Observer by asking it to work. Its duty is simple, it must constantly be in contact with my conscious higher self so that it can act as a filter sorting out the constant horriblising Ego promulgates in my mind.

I always deal with mental chatter from Ego. My observer is like the alarm bell that rings when carbon monoxide is detected in a building. Without that vigilant alarm, I would perish to the wiles of an unseen killer. When Ego pushes me around, my Observer is responsible for making sure that, before the smell reaches my nose, I am already aware that the shit has hit the fan.

By example, if I find myself in a funk, all worked up over how I am going to pay the bills or feed my family when I have just lost my job. Ego will pound at my head and heart making me feel powerless, desperate, needy. This is not just me tearing at an old scab, this is my EgoSelf abusing the privileges I have afforded it. The Observer is vigilant, he knows this is an attack of Ego, he acts at my behest acting as a beacon, steering me toward the safe haven of my GodSelf spirit. My Observers steadfast presence, once again, allows me the chance to catch a breath so that I can transcend the maya presented by Ego.

For those of you who have never established an ObserverSelf as part of your working psyche, it must be neigh on impossible to envision the benefits gained by its presence. From my perspective, I cannot grasp how I could have ever managed Ego without my trusty ObserverSelf ally.

Possibly, the greatest ally in my struggles against Ego, is the knowledge that there does exist another GodSelf reality.

Moreover, that I can choose to dwell in whichever house I desire. I have known what life is like when I allow EgoSelf to run amok, unabated. It is not a pretty sight. Conversely, I know how life can be expressed when seen through the eyes of my GodSelf. The brilliant, unabated, bliss of the GodSelf is truly inexpressible. If nothing else has been gained, these gifts of experiencing the two contrasting realities has taught me that I can exercise choice.

Prior to knowing Ego, I was a victim to its contrivances. I was lost, blind, hopelessly defeated by its presence. Identifying the beast represents a single aspect of fighting the battle. One needs the knowledge of the GodSelf to understand the contrast. For, without that knowledge, one cannot entertain the alternative. We have been mentally programmed by society to believe in lies. Our societal masters know this truth will emancipate the human race, it will free us from the bonds of ritualistic debt slavery. The powers that be, have deliberately constructed a world of fear, competition, consumerism and ignorance. They are counting on distractions, lethargy and ignorance to keep us in check. They think we will fold under the weight of oppression. This is not our destiny. We are more, we are GodSelf beings. Knowledge has shed light on my true beingness, it has afforded me the most valuable of all gifts, the gift of choice.

Grace, serenity and courage are also tools which cannot be under emphasized.

Grace is needed to allow me to accept that, although I have been duped by corporate masters who have conspired to enslave humanity, I cannot debase myself with thoughts of anger, retribution or hate. I have also needed a heaping helping of grace to accept my faults. Without grace, I would never be able to come to terms with the obvious reality that Ego, is still the prime driver of my present day expression of reality.

I am no don Juan Matus, never will be. However, this is not important. What matters is that I try my best each day, then, accept the results, love and cherish the Self. My goal is to live the life of an impeccable man! This is my destiny as I have chosen to be a spiritual warrior. I have discovered the battle will never end. My EgoSelf is a great part of who I am today. Therefore, it is reasonable to assume, EgoSelf will be a lifelong partner. Ego is nothing to be ashamed of. Ego is my teacher, it constantly demands I better myself. By presenting maya, ego asks me to reach for greater realms of reality, pursue, without pause, a path toward unconditional love.

Serenity, like all aspects of emotion, is a choice. Ego will always create strife, it is up to me, and my ObserverSelf, to always seek balance, to observe, then choose my true nature. Serenity will enable my ability to embrace all actions which promote love. There must be a place of peace within the self. I have found the thoughts of a running river most quickly allow me balance. For you, there may be another source of serenity. Whatever, or wherever, it is, as spiritual warriors, we need respite from chaos.

Courage is another tool in the box of sanity. Not just ordinary courage. I have found the courage of a lion is essential for any chance at embracing unconditional love. EgoSelf heaps fear into my psyche daily, hourly, hell every minute is not an exaggeration. It takes an inordinate amount of courage to continue to love myself, my friends, acquaintances and especially my enemies. EgoSelf sets me up for failure on a daily basis. I fall, get up, then dust myself off, Over and over, I reach for a well of courage that insists I stand again to rebuff its accusations. EgoSelf will never stop visiting my home, I must have the courage to steadfastly resist its directives.

The House You Build: 

There are two homes that I can create for myself and family. The EgoSelf wishes for me to live in a house built of fear. Society, believe it or not, also wants me to live in this same seedy domain.

Point of fact, I do live in a hovel. My home is littered with the decaying matter of slayed beasts. I struggle to beat down all comers, to conquer my fear. All in favour of embracing, love, unconditionally.

Does this make me less of a beautiful person?

Does this mean that my true GodSelf reality is unattainable?

The answer to these questions depends on which me you ask. My EgoSelf would complacently suggest.

Don't worry amigo, all is in hand, you will never dwell in peaceful love, it's just not meant to be. 

My GodSelf knows only unconditional love; therefore it would state the obvious.

Damn idiot all is love, stop searching, stop judging, just BE what you are, be love.

My ObserverSelf would flatly state.

Dude, I am overworked and underpaid here. Go ask your GodSelf, he has nothing better to do than slap some sense into your silly head.

This I have learned. Every moment of the day, thoughts run through my mind. Each thought will be infused with emotions and feelings which will directly impact my experience of reality. Each thought might be best described as a physical brick in the construct of my world. My Observer is needed to filter my thoughts so that I can be aware of what is running through the mill.

Each thought based in fear will certainly make grander the mansion EgoSelf has created.

Each thought based in unconditional love will allow me to construct a house build on the tenets of GodSelf love.

Ask anyone what house they wish to live in! To a person, they will choose love. You know what we all want. Now, look around. How many homes of love do you see?

The house of love will never be a mansion, unless, I deliberately choose to manufacture bricks of love. My most popular choice, if I am honest, is to accept that I presently construct bricks of fear. Without first admitting the error of my ways, I will never seed the path of change in my crazy world. I accept my faults, I love myself, then rededicate all efforts to the task at hand. One brick at a time, I choose to build love. Every single step toward unconditional love, is a giant leap for mankind. It matters not how many steps I take in my life. What is important, is that I choose a direction, then remain relentless in choosing love. This, my dear friends is what it means to be a man of honour, compassion, and love. The great don Juan Matus would then refer to me as, a man of impeccability.

In Lak'ech, dearest brethren, prosper with knowledge... live with love...


  1. Brother Christopher, this is one of the best post I have read in some time. Thank you so much for sharing this wonderful writing, and being a Man (as in Human) I truly respect with high regard. You have hit on many point I have try to share with our oneness for years now. So glad your are here to share your thoughts, writings, experience, and awareness. You are certain awake in this 3D Hypnotic Matrix we call life. It's also interesting that I just made a post on DarkStar a few minutes a go about mind control and here you post about ego. Cool. :)

    May I share a little? Here goes.

    "It makes no difference whatsoever what we do, or how much we do in this 3D experience, just don’t believe its real, or lend credence and value to this illusory plane. These riches and these systems are more prevalent now than at anytime in history. We become horrified at the thought of losing our 3 dimensional possessions and will resist and react furiously at the thought of losing them, …just as they want us to do.

    This resistance and reaction is the manipulative tool that they need to keep perpetuating the veil that disconnects us from REALITY. Without the fear they purposely manufacture through wars, genocide, religion and science, and so on, they would have nothing. Fear is the manipulation machine they need. Fear is resistance. Fear is reaction. Fear, resistance and reaction is mind control hypnosis of the masses. We have no need to fear, react or resist. The world systems should have no hold on us and the loss of anything gained from the 3 dimensional world should be incidental. The reason it shouldn’t have a hold on us is because it’s not real. 3 dimensional physical wealth in any form, is just energy, a light molecule whirling about, mascarading as something real and it’s simply not there. ENERGY is THOUGHT, and this THOUGHT orginated with the exercising of the EGO in the eternal state by the egregore thinkers.


    Why should we then be concerned about losing something that’s not there in the first place?

    There are no numbers in the infinite awareness state. Everything in the 3 dimensional natural realm is based on Real Pi (3.141…with endless decimal numbers) and the Golden Mean, or Phi (1.618…with endless decimal numbers) which have no ability to support any religious, magical, geometric, mathematical, algebraic, chemical, astrological or numerological formula. Pi and Phi are concerned with light energy, which is the corrupting force in this physical realm, and is what the physical realm is totally formed of. Then, when the egregore thinking entities play the natural forces it created against the man made systems it also inspired, (a process called DUALITY), that incorporate the sacred geometric equations, the result is illusion of endless greed, death, disease and fear. To those in the illusory TRANCE STATE, the greed, death, disease and fear all seem totally real, yet, it remains a complete fabrication and separation from REALITY."

    1. Namaste brother Ian; thank you for your kind words and thoughts as well. I look forward to enjoying your visits over the year ahead and certainly will be entertained by your blog site contributions.

      Reality is a funny thing Ian; we both know the true state of this expression we call reality is merely light. Beyond the truth of this construct, there exists a fundamental truth we both need accept; EVERYONE THINKS IT'S REAL.

      Considering this thing we call reality is an illusion; one must then ask the necessary question, does it really matter if it is REAL or ILLUSION?

      I remember standing on a stage with a group of fellow students, all of whom were transfixed by a very talented mind bender. We all were holding a potato in our hand, we all were eating it raw and loving it. In fact, that potato tasted like the most delicious apple I had ever eaten. Being tricked by the stage guru left me in a state of total confusion, but at that moment, the experience was as REAL as any I had ever undertaken. The potato was as real an apple as I had ever eaten. So; what is real Ian? During the moment of experience, did it matter that I was being hypnotized? Would you say I was eating an apple or a potato? If I thought it was an apple, I enjoyed the apple like taste, then it was an apple in the truest sense of the reality experience. The fact that I was under the influence, had no bearing on the overall experience, the pleasure derived, or the sense of satisfaction gained from this delicious treat.

      to be cont...

    2. The point I make is this; although we are confused in the perception of our reality, physicality is what we all experience. The fact that we experience this state as physical, while at the same time we know it is a deception, does in no way detract from the value, or veracity, of the overall experience.

      From this point of perception Ian; we can attribute all manifest reality as sacred, valuable, important, to be cherished, more than anything, to be considered real.

      If we fail to accept this life experience as REAL, we can easily find ourselves making nonsensical statements like love, fear, hate, you, me, life, death are all not REAL. Technically the aforementioned statements can be scientifically justified, however, these statements can be perceived by our brethren as trite, nonsensical, to some even offensive. The brethren we speak with on a daily basis often have not the tools to conceive of the unity in all manifest reality. These same souls will have a very hard time indeed relating to anyone who suggests their life, and the experiences they endure, or enjoy, are in any way not real.

      Real has a funny was of being what you believe it to be Ian. The moment one assimilates information they will interpret the experience based on what they know to be truth. Reality, from and experiential perspective, can be coopted by magicians of all ilk, the stage master or the global conspirator can co-opt our understanding of any experience that might transpire. Ignorance, or deception, does not dilute the overall experience, if anything it enhances the overall effects. The point I make is that reality is an illusion, what else is there. Some would say the potato is not the apple and that neither are what a science could term as real. The fact is it is an apple, a potato, nothing or everything, it all will boil down to the experiencer's perception.

      This crazy reality is promulgated by elite masters to maintain our slavery. We are sheep caught in the trap of a wolf pack who keep us in check.

      I believe we can look at this reality, know it is a constructed lie, while at the same time, accept its perfection. If we trust this experience is truly a singular, eternal, expression of consciousness, then, we can possibly agree that the essence of this reality unfolds exactly the way it must. How can we believe in a GodSelf reality in one breath, then believe that this experience can be circumvented by the characters who play out the role of Archon. When we see duality, accept its nature, is it not a short step to anticipating that the overall reality experience must incorporate a choice from, or toward, the Archonic expression. In the same light; is in not also tacitly understood that the pendulum we know as the seat of consciousness will invariably move back and forth from light to darkness? Perfection my brother is a composite of darkness and light, for without darkness light can neither be experienced, nor, can it be selected from the overall buffet of illusory reality.
      Thanks again for your visit brother, even though you are not "real" it is always a pleasure to enjoy your company.

      In Lak' ech, brother Ian, prosper with knowledge... live with love...

    3. Hello My Friend,

      Thank you for going deeper in to the topic with your comments. I'm going give a small example of how our illusion works. The following are excepts from the IlluminatiMatrix to help explain what I'm trying to express.

      "The North American continent moved as the stable volcanic core stayed in position, finally settling at it’s present location in Yellowstone National Park. Scientific data has the time span for this event occurring from 15 million to .62 million years ago. However, because this is subliminal manipulation, in actual fact it occurred over the last 4,500 years, with the suggestion, and scientific data implanted, that would suggest millions of years. In reality, it didn’t take 4,500 years to occur, because time and space is an illusion. In 3 dimensional terms, they must convince us that things evolve at a very slow speed so the probability of a cataclysm occurring within days or weeks is not part of the trance state reality. This creates a false sense of security and a willingness to remain in the hypnotic state.


    4. "At the same time that they labour diligently to cause us to believe in the evolutionary process, they also conjure up the thought process called religion, and creationism, and that all that we see is the result of the great creator god. In this scenario, we’re told that humanity will be eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage,… and knew not till the flood came and took them all away. This is a reference to the Flood of Noah that is supposed to occur when the lord comes in vengeance to judge the sinners of the world, and thereafter, the saints will live and reign with him, in his kingdom.

      "The aim of the luciferian group egregore is to establish a New World Messianic Age, where the control of the illusion we call humanity, is the manipulation tactic that will be increased to such an extent that escape from being manipulated by the total 3D illusion is all but impossible. Wisdom knows, and sees the lunacy of this 3D illusory reality. The illusion called humanity, (and humanity is an illusion), will awake from the trance and reconnect to our original state through awareness. These entities, who manifest their CONTROL OF REALITY through the lives of the elite, will soon dissolve in frustration as humanity stops responding to the subliminal messages that bombard the wisdom state in endless fashion. For it is that the 3 dimensional experience is NOT REAL, and it only exists IN OUR MINDS. Therefore, its in OUR MINDS, (which are in reality, THEIR MINDS), that we disconnect emotionally from the 3D space and reclaim our eternal state, which is here now. This is what we are! We are the original eternal paradise state, and the 3D illusion was simply conjured up through the THOUGHT PROCESS to separate us from this immense power and peace of the wisdom state and thereby deceptively manipulate this ultimate state of being into servitude to the luciferian egregore. The beneficial aspect in understanding this, is that at any moment of our choosing, we can become aware of the luciferian hypnotic manipulation, and we can reclaim our wisdom state, and experience the freedom of the paradise state right now." - IM

    5. Both of these concepts are based on thought, energy and light. Both are of the light bringer, the luciferian thought form. Both are illusions conjured up, then placed in the midst of the eternal state of freedom and awareness to act as a 3 dimensional veil to keep us separated from knowing reality. We are in the eternal state now, but the luciferian thinkers and their elite puppets control our ability to draw on the riches of this wisdom state by placing this evolutionary, creationist veil in our way."

      Because we are in HYPNOSIS here in this world, everything is perceived as real and here it is, to us. By this is NOT us, or we. For we are ONE in our WISDOM STATE and not this world of pain and suffering. There is nothing or NO THING to fear.

      The illuminati world system wants us to be divided one against the other. The luciferian illuminati agenda wants us to choose a side. It doesn’t matter which side, just prejudge and predetermine that something is right and something is wrong. In this fashion all of humanity can be manipulated to jump through the hoops of deception, fully convinced that indeed they are HUMANITY, and indeed, are REAL.

      We are woven into the veil of deceit. Any reaction, revenge or resistance gives the elite the excuse they need to push forward. They will fail, of course, because this illusion called humanity has had enough. We just won’t buy into it anymore, and many folks are gaining a sense of this every day. But our awakening is dopey-eyed at best. The new consciousness of the new age light workers is doubling and tripling the dose of poison conceived previously by the scientific thinkers. New age christ consciousness is simply applying luciferian spirituality to luciferian science. When you add a lot of stupidity to a lot of stupidity you don’t become wise. You become really stupid.

      "When you do NO THING, other than being fully aware that the 3 dimensional experience is an illusory deception conjured up through the THOUGHT PROCESS,, which is turn was meant to disconnect us from REALITY, then you have reconnected to your original eternal wisdom state. There’s nothing to do, just simply become AWARE of what is transpiring. Perfection and purity is what we are ALREADY. This is wisdom and this is liberty, this is the freedom and the power and strength of what we ALWAYS HAVE BEEN. The illusory 3 dimensional teachings of intellectual and religious thought systems, that instruct us to believe that we are born sinners, and need to repent, to avoid some hell fire, are conjured up lunatic notions straight from the mind of the luciferian egregore group mind."

      Ian :)

  2. Hey Christopher
    Man, I really did enjoy this entry. So much truth and so much wisdom! I really do admire you in the way you humbly share your words of wisdom with us. I agree with you wholeheartedly. I still struggle with my human ego and yes, I do get "lost" in some times. But at least I am aware of it and that helps me to keep it under control most of the time. I will reread this again cause I really needed to hear this. Your timing is perfect my friend! I also enjoyed you sharing your personal transformation as you have grown in wisdom. You and Ian both always keep me on my toes so to speak. I am still far from possessing all the knowledge you 2 have and I know I still have much to learn! I also liked the reference to Don Juan. I read that book years ago and now if I can find it I'm gonna reread it. Thanks again for everything! The best to you and yours always!

  3. Namaste brother Ron; thank you for your kind words, although I would not be too quick to remark on my wisdom, we all have so much to learn, none of us will even scratch the surface. I am happy this post found you at just the right time, I always smile when that happens to me. We have been taught so many horrible things about Ego. Pop culture and sociological drivel have really distorted this subject. I do not believe Ego is a bad thing, where would we be if not for the discomfort Ego brings to bear. Possibly we do not need to control Ego either my brother. My sentiments are such that Ego, like all facets of reality expression are valuable. You will bring nothing to bear upon yourself that does not in some way offer a kernel of knowledge which can be used to enhance your experience of reality. All too often, we get transfixed by the lies of Ego, trapped in the snares, when this happens we will soon discover Ego knocking on our head with yet another lesson. Awareness is an essential ingredient of learning from Ego, we need to keep our eye on the monkey learn from it's games and grow in strength for the relationship.

    For your reference brother; the Castaneda books are a series, to fully appreciate the teachings, all must be read. Here is the list, starting from the first book moving forward is essential.

    The Teachings of Don Juan: A Yaqui Way of Knowledge, 1968. (Summer 1960 to October 1965.)

    A Separate Reality: Further Conversations with Don Juan, 1971. (April 1968 to October 1970.)

    Journey to Ixtlan: The Lessons of Don Juan, 1972. (Summer 1960 to May 1971.)

    Tales of Power, 1974. (Autumn 1971 to the 'Final Meeting' with don Juan Matus in 1973.)

    The Second Ring of Power, 1977. (Meeting his fellow apprentices after the 'Final Meeting'.)

    The Eagle's Gift, 1981. (Continuing with his fellow apprentices; and then alone with La Gorda.)

    The Fire From Within, 1984. (Don Juan's 'Second Attention' teachings through to the 'Final Meeting' in 1973.)

    The Power of Silence: Further Lessons of Don Juan, 1987. (The 'Abstract Cores' of don Juan's lessons.)

    The Art of Dreaming, 1993. (Review of don Juan's lessons in dreaming.)

    Magical Passes: The Practical Wisdom of the Shamans of Ancient Mexico, (Body movements for breaking the barriers of normal perception.)

    The Wheel of Time: Shamans of Ancient Mexico, Their Thoughts About Life, Death and the Universe, 1998. (Selected quotations from the first eight books.)

    Thank you so very much Ron for you continued patronage of my blog site. Your contributions as a blog writer are valuable and always something I look forward to, so keep on posting and passing along the hugs, love and well wishes to us all.

    In Lak' ech, brother Ron, prosper with knowledge... live with unified love...

  4. Thanks Christopher. I have indeed read some of the other books by Castaneda but not all of them. thanks for the list. The best to you and yours always

  5. A very interesting discourse and analysis. I love the "neighbour from hell" analogy!

    As is generally the case with your writings, I agree with the main thrust of your opinion. Your writings always interest me, because they come from different perspectives and experiences than my own, and yet almost invariably reach similar and compatible conclusions. You inspire me to reconsider and extend my own understanding.

    Here is my perspective on the ego - I think it is broadly compatible with yours.

    I agree that it is the ego that produces devilish behaviour in us, and that nevertheless the ego is not an independent conscious being inspired by some dualistic opponent of God.

    From my perspective, the ego is a subtle facet of the living animal body, which can continue to exist after the body dies, but - like the physical body - is always distinct from the eternal divine self (GodSelf).

    So the ego is a separate "entity" from the divine being - but it is only a complex of thought forms, which can take on the appearance of intelligence and consciousness, and it lacks any real "being" or inspiration, and is no more truly conscious than a computer program would be. So, as you suggest, it is not the separately-inspired entity suggested by the Gnostic texts and Don Juan.

    For me, to pin the blame on external entities is a denial of personal responsibility. The ego may remain intact for a while after physical death of the body, and may appear to psychics as a subtle entity, and might even possess another body to express itself through... But the ego is like a computer virus which may appear to have a life of its own, and can move around and infect other computers, but actually is not itself a living being. Only the original creator of the virus is a living being.

    I agree with you on unity consciousness - there is no force of evil, only an absence of love. The ego can go drastically wrong only when it is not nourished by the divine self.

    Why has the human race become so evil and destructive? Because of bad programming. We have allowed ourselves to become conditioned - over a millennia or more - to place rationality above divinity. But rationality is a facet (albeit the most refined facet) of the animal body and ego-mind: it is not a facet of the divine mind, and so is absolutely capable of understanding or accepting divinity. And so we have rejected divinity, and this is the simple source of all of our problems and misery.

    The true place for rationality is (along with all other aspects of the ego-self) as a humble servant of the divine mind. This is the fix that we have to make: to reject and dissolve all of the conditioning (in our ego-minds) which denies our divinity or devalues the divine.

    One final question. What is the "observer" self, you describe? I experience it too. For me, this is the ego-mind working in conjunction with the divine mind - it is detached from the physical perspectives that dominate the more selfish and emotional "ego" (as in "me me me!") self, and is constantly aware of the existence of the divine self. This is the vital piece of the ego that had been disabled by our conditioning, and we (some of us!) are re-enabling it now.

    By encouraging the "observer" self and discouraging the old "me me me" self, we reprogram the ego-mind to accept its new more-elevated role as willing servant of the divine mind (intuition, divine inspiration). The outcome will be foreground divine consciousness (silence, in the moment), with background observer consciousness taking care of the body and mundane life. The old negativity will be gone, and the new "observer" ego-self will know that it is simply a servant of the divine self. Inspired by our innate divinity, we become human beings healthy in mind, body, and soul - at one with all.

    So yes - upgrade the ego-system from "me me me" to "observer", and remove the old virus code!

    1. Very nicely said Ian, Keep in mind though, that it's out thought entities that control us through subliminal programming. We use the words such as love or hate, good or evil, etc. It's all duality, it's all ego. The subliminal messages are all programmed right in to our crystal brains as a receiver whether we want it or not. It's called Thinking or Thoth. Subliminal signals through our intentionally flawed number system, symbols and language all cause a form of mass hypnosis and we don't know it. Example, saying the word LIVE or LOVE, reverse it.. and you get EVIL and EVOL which are both the same word. At the subliminal or sub-concious level, it programs humanity.

      The simple example, LIVE is EVIL, when written in reverse. This is done repeatedly in the 3D existence. When a written or spoken phrase seems to say something caring and kind, it is really a subliminal for just the opposite. It’s all in how thoughts are phrased, the tone, and how condescending it appears. Just listen to any doctor, politician, teacher, lawyer, priest and the like, and it becomes obvious they lie with every breath.

      Through this messaging the luciferian-based THINKERS control and manipulate an illusory smoke and mirrors reality through indoctrination of the masses in intellectual and religious lunacy. Humanity is in a massive state of hypnosis. HUMANITY IS ITSELF, an illusory form, and the product of HYPNOTIC SUGGESTION. To break the trace it's by love or peace or goodness. It's by not to believe this 3D existence to be real. Do what you do in life and don't worry about it.

      The 3 dimensional curtain of deception, otherwise referred to as a SINISTER FORM of HYPNOTIC MISDIRECTION, separates us from our natural state of Wisdom, through Awareness. The 3D perspective, everything we see, is a curtain formed in 3 directions – height, width and depth. Part of this 3 dimensional curtain is our physical body. The body has 5 physical sensors programmed to be receptive to the 3 dimensional illusion around us. The way these sensors pick up the signals from the 3D curtain is through subliminal messages. Subliminals are constructed through such techniques as simple shapes, sounds and colours, and then more complex, multi-layered methods, such as reverse imagery, reverse symbolism, distorted symbolism, reverse speech patterns, neuro-linguistic (brain language) programming techniques, and the elaborate use of the language and number systems, among other devious modes of manipulation.

      If subliminal messaging were rational and able to be recognized on the conscious level, it wouldn’t be subliminal. We would never pay attention to it, and humanity would ignore this illusory 3D experience and stay connected to it’s Original Wisdom State through Awareness. The 3D illusion would then simply dissolve on an individual basis, which is to say, that it would become of none importance or relevance.

      Another for instance, if someone consciously told you to kill someone, you wouldn’t do it. That just doesn’t make rational sense. However, if someone says this is the law, “thou shalt not kill”. The subliminal message is this: if you really want to get even with someone or with society, then commit murder. The idea is just suggested in the phrasing, coupled with the fact this is the law of the land. Therefore, the way to stop killing, war, murder, and any kind of aggressive bloodshed is TO NOT HAVE A LAW AGAINST IT. It is apparent society is over-burdened with laws, and in turn, over-run with killing, corruption, lying, hatred, etc. There are laws against all these things and therefore, these things abound because of the subliminal message attached.



  6. Namaste brother Ian; this is certainly a compelling and valuable response to this essay post. Your interpretation of my position is excellent, as well, the commentary is ripe with understanding, inspiring in nature and extremely rewarding. You have perfectly found the mark Ian, then stepping in to power boost the theme. Thank you for continuing to accent my writing Ian, I value your intuit and look forward to following your writings in the year ahead. This repartee is what I have always hoped blogging would provide, I find it incomprehensible that I could write for so long and not manage to create a larger circle of people like you and my other good friends here who wish to commune in mutually advantageous discourse. Your response today has given me a great boost of inspiration Ian. Your participation has encouraged me to redouble my efforts to further expand the horizons of my blog family so that we all may benefit from and enjoy the company of intelligent discourse.

    In Lak' ech, prosper with love... live with knowledge...

    1. Hi Chris - thanks for your kind and lucid response. Like you I value mutually advantageous discourse, and this blog is one of the few places where I find it - I guess my interests are those of only a tiny minority of the human race.. but the task remains: to find the others! It only takes a few awakening souls casting off the chains of ego by adopting divine consciousness, to turn the tide of humanity away from fear and separation and towards love and mutual co-operation. What else can we usefully do with our time here? A final point that consoles me when writing for a tiny audience - the very act of writing down our understandings and ideas helps to solidify these ideas in our minds - it is a valuable part of the re-programming of our egos that we are striving to achieve. That is, the creative act itself - and this is surely true for any form of creation - is a very valuable end in itself, regardless of who witnesses it. And if even one other soul is inspired and helped by what I write, then the effort has been doubly worthwhile.

      Keep in keeping on!

    2. My pleasure Ian. I concur with your sentiments Ian; writing allows me the opportunity to solidify my philosophy, while at the same time expand my horizons. I have always been a writer and suspect I will carry this fancy to my grave. Regarding commentary; I could care less how many people read my posts, what I value is the chance to capture other peoples thoughts, feelings and emotions. My greatest pleasure arises when intelligent people express alternate views which conflict with my stated position. In the absence of conflict; I very much enjoy commentary, like yours, which point directly at the subject matter thereby adding to the flavor of the post for myself and readers. You are a wonderful commenter Ian; although we tend to see the world through the same gross filters, I find that your subtle filers are different which affords me fresh perspectives of similar viewpoints, this post response is an excellent example of how your thoughts add spice to the stew.

      Thanks again Ian; give me ten more like you and we could really cook up a party.

      In Lak' ech, prosper with love... live with knowledge...

    3. I look forward to that party :)

  7. Wow. We have two Ian's. deepian, I looked at your blog and really liked what you have there. Take care. Peace to all.

    1. Namaste brother Ian; thank you for your first visit, here is hoping you become a regular part of our conversations. Regarding Ian's blog; please note his web site which is where he makes all his posts now.

      In Lak' ech, prosper with knowledge... live beyond fear...

    2. Hello Brother Christopher, Thank you for all your comments and thoughtful words. It seems I may have confused things a little. I logged in under a different name (as me) and not my alias DS888, but we/I are/am one in the same.. :) Also, it's not me doing the Art (as in paintings), the artwork on my blog you see or what references there may be in the quotes is done by Bryan Kimela. I do, do photography and have done so for many years since college days. I have sold some of my work but never been published. Be well. - Ian

    3. greetings DarkStar Ian :)

  8. In the course of a day we see and hear many thousands of these number and language sigil incantations. As we absorb the numbers and the language we are unconsciously manipulated into the behavior desired by the programmer. Yet, all the while we believe we act according to our free will.

    For example, corporate logos are very simple sigil magic forms. The advertising of a product comes with simple colours and, if sound is available, a catchy jingle is included. Next time you drive by the golden arches of McDonald’s, just listen to what your mind is telling you. This is not a gentle nudge to nourish your physical well-being. This is a whisper from a corrupt mind that would just as soon kill you as look at you. (Incidentally, the founder of McDonald’s was a freemason – Freemasonry is the largest, secret, luciferian organization in the world today).

    (The Golden Arches of McDonald’s is a symbol of the rising sun, the new age of enlightenment. Look very closely at the shape of the arches and you’ll notice that they are ONE RING OF THE ELECTRON from the ATOM SYMBOL).

    Killing us is what its all about. Slowly, methodically, lucratively, every corporate advertisement is fashioned to suck dry our wealth, our health and our wisdom. This is achieved through hypnosis via the language and number messages directing us subliminally. Eventually this leads to stress on our body, an inability to focus mentally, and in desperation we grab any form of seductive pleasure in an attempt re-energize. Corporate logos are derived from the simple forms that can be created from within a beam of light.

    This information may shake your belief system. You may not like what’s presented. Many readers may not persevere to the conclusion. Some may dismiss it, others may wish they didn’t even begin. Still others may want to continue, but distractions intervene. May I encourage you to persevere. This information may not make friends (as Chris has pointed out me in previous comments), but we need to know that something very big and very ugly is afoot. We need to realize we MUST NOT REACT to anything we see unfolding.

    "No matter what befalls the world, we MUST NOT FALL INTO A REACTIONARY SCENARIO thrust upon us by the illuminati. Don’t believe anything you see or hear from the media. Everyone (including me) is intentionally or unintentionally lying to you. These words are written using a flawed language system that lacks any perfect ability to convey the complete truth. People may ask, “How do we know you’re not working for the illuminati agenda“? The answer is simple, “I am working on their behalf. Due to the fact I am in a 3 dimensional physical body, using audible sounds and sigil magic alphabet forms to communicate my message, I am by default working and conjuring deceit. My intention, in spite of that, is to take the sound, shape and colour (as seen in my paintings), and bounce them off each other in an irrational and illogical presentation, in the hope that someone may stop hearing the sounds, stop seeing the shapes and stop identifying with the colours of deceit. In other words, I don’t want you to hear the still small voice from within telling you what is true and right. I want that still small voice to SHUT UP. You already have wisdom. Wisdom doesn’t talk. Wisdom just knows. For this simple reason, when people channel entities and hear voices, it is always 100% of the time, luciferian inspired, because wisdom doesn’t have sound, shape or colour. There are no good angels, or bad angels, just luciferian light bringing thought forms we might refer to as demons.

    Such is the MATRIX web of deceit the elites/illuminati use to manipulate. The MATRIX is the womb, the mother, where the symbols and systems of deceit grow." - by Bryan Kemila....

    Be in WISDOM my brothers. Watch, Wait and Don't React!


  9. Namaste Ian; thanks for the added commentary brother. I never knew you were into art, where can I find some of your work?

    Often when I read your writing I find myself saying, it is what it is Ian, lets just get on with expanding our world. I don't mean to belittle your commentary or diminish your vast amount of knowledge, however, I can't help but feel we are stuck in this paradigm for a good reason. Consciousness exists as it does because this is the will of the unified mass. Possibly, our role, as I see it, is to contrast the maya, or, as you suggest, we should watch, wait and don't react. Have you ever noticed Ian; although you ascribe to the don't react philosophy, I rarely see someone who works as hard as you do to convert the masses from their dream reality to an awakened state. Thanks for your participation brother, have a wonderful day.

    In Lak'ech, prosper with love... live with peace...

  10. Hey Chris,
    This truly is a thought provoking and well written article. Having read your piece several times now (and the additional comments), I don't really know what else to add to the discussion! I'm glad you incorporated the Archon paradigm into your piece. I'm a little too pragmatic to accept every Gnostic thesis wholesale, but I certainly recognise the controlling power of that aspect - particularly the mass obsession with "salvation" based "thinking".
    Anyway, many thanks my friend. I've been far too bogged down in the matrix of late and your article was just the tonic I needed!
    Peace my friend.

  11. Namaste brother Carl; thanks for the visit and kind words. I have found that many people (especially John Lash) have spewed some really bent interpretations of Gnostic truth. I am pleased you found value in my essay Carl, it is always nice to connect with our brethren.

    I found the only way to slice through the nonsensical interpretations of Gnosticism was to take the time to read the texts (they are free). Although I have not finished all twelve texts, (I have managed to read ten of them) I must admit the reading is tedious but valuable. The knowledge found within the texts is very revealing, somewhat cryptic as one would expect, but all in all a worthwhile discovery as they cover a bevy of spiritual issues. Gnostic truth, as is my impression, offer an extremely intelligent and astute interpretation of the essence of duality. Included in their scripts we find the existence of Ego and the role Archons play in the illusion matrix to be well described.

    Thanks again brother Carl, I hope all is well in your world and wish you the best for the upcoming year.

    In Lak' ech, prosper with love... live with revelations...

  12. Thanks Christopher for sharing your light. I've stumbled on to this blog space not so coincidentally after asking the universe for help on the nature of the ego mind and how to recognize and move past it when necessary. I look forward to reading the rest of your blog over the coming months.

  13. Hello Paul, funny how the universe feeds our queries. I was spying your blog posts over the weekend and found your site equally rewarding. Your depth of knowledge in all things Egyptian is impressive indeed. I too look forward to investigating your work past and future.

    Ego is a very interesting topic, many in the spiritual community see no value in Ego, I see it as a necessary adjunct to our spiritual development. How difficult it is to find anything of worth on the subject, all reference seems steeped in either Jungian or Freudian psycho babble. I hope my views shed some light upon your investigation.

    In Lak' ech, brother Paul, prosper with knowledge,,, live with love....