Thursday, 30 April 2009

Rape and murder....of the ego.

We have all experienced the anger felt when injustice against us or others is perpetrated. No one wants to look at the victim because next it could be themselves lying in that gutter of life. Still like a car crash we gaze on in despair, where is the justice we ask? I would like to offer a different perspective. Lets examine heinous crimes like rape and murder. If you perceive rape and murder to be bad or evil acts then I maintain that you are not succeeding in the quest to understand reality of being. The premise used to love the act of murder is reasonable, allow me to start with Einstein and the great scientists who have followed in his footsteps (especially and including the great minds of today). Any meta physician will tell you that everything is connected, the entire universe all it's events and experiences are an expression of one, call it nothing or everything. Jesus, Mohammad, Buddha or any sage would teach you that all that is perceived is an expression of one, call it God, or love if you prefer. So, finally, the scientists have been able to prove to the agnostics, atheists, and believers alike that Jesus and other sages were right. If you are smart enough to follow their proven logic you will know that you control your destiny by using thought, feelings and emotion. You, as God, can create anything you wish in the words of Jesus "all that I am are you and more." Now if we can remain humble enough to accept this proven knowledge as truth then our trip begins. All moments of the NOW are Godly moments, fear and hate are merely aspects of the one, which is love. Embrace this concept as a fundamental truth and it is a short step to value each expression as a choice of God in a moment of Godliness. Understanding this reality, you must then deduce that the act of murder proves in fact to be a Godly expression. One with rational thought will certainly understand murder to be a thing of beauty, another wondrous expression of love. Now the ego would have you think otherwise. The ego would rather you perceive an injustice, a crime to be resolved with retribution due. In ignorance the ego would have you believe that you are not an aspect of one expressing your Godly existence. The ego wishes you to remain in darkness separate, insignificant, and mortal. I don't wish to choose murder to be an aspect of my reality but neither would I deny the right for myself or any other vehicle of God to make that choice. You are God, God is love, love is all there is.

The intent of words......

Namaste all, I have always loved words, their physical beauty, their power. Their phenomenal function is remarkable when you really think about it. Words can bring down empires, or ruin marriages, they can cause or heal cancer. Words make people laugh, smile and love. My greatest challenge is in remaining vigilant in transferring words empowered with emotions and feelings of fear or hate into love. To accept all aspects of reality to be the essence of love is a work in progress. When we speak we create a constant flux in the physical makeup of our DNA, this flux is created by the emotions and feelings which we associate to the words we use. Our best scientists have proven that words spoken in fear or anger cause the DNA strand to contract much like an accordion (Gregg Braden "The Science of Miracles"). When words of love are spoken the DNA expands, again like the accordion opening to it's fullest. If we remain firmly grounded in accepting the sacredness of each Godly moment then words, emotions and feelings normally ascribed to your DNA framework as that of contraction will in fact be physically realized either in a state of acceptance, the accordion at rest lets say, or preferably to see the DNA retain the expanded truth of Godly love. We are not just talking about the DNA here. We are talking about how words (the ego monkey voice) fueled by feelings and emotion allow friends and loved ones to kill themselves with ego diseases like cancer. Conversely, how with words of love fueled from the same vault of feelings and emotion can enable said friends and loved ones to heal themselves of cancer. Don't you just know it, great sages and healers throughout the ages as well as scientists today have already proven that words of love can heal cancer. In time we will all realize that we can heal anything that ails us. Until then a few words of advice. Hey you, next time a word comes along give it some respect, ya.

Saturday, 25 April 2009

The wonderous ego, with love and thanks...

I love the trickery of the ego, it is the ultimate dance of light and darkness. We are transformed from gods to experiencing our being as separate and powerless. The ego leads us on the dance floor of life and we follow the steps like obedient children dancing in a dream. Song after song plays urging the children to learn the moves so that they may continue the paradigm. As we observe the lunatic results we begin to feel that somehow this dance is not right. Stepping away we become wallflowers observing on occasion but most often being swept back onto the floor we call life. So I found myself one evening sitting on the side watching the dancers creating magic and noticed that there were some children leading the ego with grace and aplomb to marvel the eye. I noticed how they smiled radiating a special light as they danced in contrast to almost all the others who like myself cast a duller more stoic visage. Setting out to learn the new steps proved to be so difficult until I learned a special secret. There is so much to learn, so many teachers, sages and well doers. I have come to realize that I knew the steps already and that this knowledge is found from within not without and is so simple that even a baby can learn it, in fact a baby hasn't yet forgotten. When we finally come to the understanding that love is the only answer we will then lead the dance we call life. Search your heart for all that is not love and replace it with love, when you feel the search is done look on the high ground, the mountain tops and clouds will hide more of what is not love. When ALL that remains is love then the ego will be gone. Each time love is not found take a moment to thank the teacher ego for it's guidance. Loving your ego may be the last step to finding yourself.

Namaste, my brethren, peace and love...

Tuesday, 21 April 2009

Origin of the Ego

Namaste; Yesterday I was discussing the origin of the ego. Volumes of information can be found on the ego, however suppositions on where the ego comes from are much harder to find. Don Juan teaches in the following about entities he calls "fliers", I want to appeal to your analytical mind. Think for a moment, and tell me how you would explain the contradiction between the intelligence of man the engineer and the stupidity of his systems of beliefs, or the stupidity of his contradictory behavior. Sorcerers believe that the predators have given us our systems of beliefs, our ideas of good and evil, our social mores. They are the ones who set up our hopes and expectations and dreams of success or failure. They have given us covetousness, greed, and cowardice. It is the predators who make us complacent, routinary, and egomaniacal.
In order to keep us obedient and meek and weak, the predators engaged themselves in a stupendous maneuver; stupendous, of course, from the point of view of a fighting strategist. A horrendous maneuver from the point of view of those who suffer it. They gave us their mind! Do you hear me? The predators give us their mind, which becomes our mind. The predators’ mind is baroque, contradictory, morose, filled with the fear of being discovered any minute now.
If we consider these fliers to be the ego, then one would ask, why did the fliers have a supressed impact on collector gather man juxaposed to modern techno man? I have seen reference to similar assessments of the ego's origin in other publications. Never have I been able to find other suppositions for the ego's origin but for some reason I feel there is much more to learn. I wonder if these channeled and shamanic visions of the ego depicted as an alien invasion of our body is not a metaphore for the ego body. I wonder if the ego is not a bandwith of energy which is accessable to those conscious bodies which vibrate at familiar fequencies. As we develop our godself we vibrate higher and higher until we are able to leave the ego energy to exist in a dormant state. I love the ego as a part of the divine experience and value the many and continued lessons I have learned at the behest of the ego. I accept the ego to be a part of the all, I accept it's godliness as the arrow that leads me to the essence of love. Where did we first meet this beautiful beast? Is it a function of the trauma caused by an alien race changing our DNA, is it a field of energy to be tapped like an ocean, or is it something else?

Wednesday, 8 April 2009

You are your brothers keeper, turn the other cheek.

An aspect of the ego that I personally have difficulty with is accepting the IS of life. We so easily get caught in the ego trap of time causing us to continually evaluate our world visa-vis what we perceive is needed. Sally did this or Billy did that is almost always expressed in the negative. For example an event happens, in an instance the event is sorted as good or bad relative to our ego's personal desires. If bad the ego or "monkey mind" affirms the assessment of said event by running through the evaluation until the mind stills or moves to another moment of judgement. This process occurs in every aspect of our life. It occurs whether or not we validate our concerns with others or in our own mind. Notice how the ego only needs to validate assessments which may be considered unfavorable. If the event was good the ego is more than happy to say cool that was fun and move on, looking for the next bad. Notice also how the amount of processing needed by the ego is congruent with greatness of the affront. By example johnny steps on our toe, the ego does not like this, in an instance the ego will say bad Johnny. Johnny is such an idiot why doesn't he watch where he is going? Jerk! The process of validation will consume at best a minute of our attention. Now Johnny shoots us in the leg. We are sure to think rather terrible things of Johnny for a very long time before we are prepared to move on, if we ever do. The ego would run the entire episode over and over hundreds of time before being satisfied. We would tell friends, family and mount an all out assault on Johnny before all is done. If we would only embrace the truth that Johnny is us, we are Johnny then nothing Johnny could do would harm us. We then could understand how his action caused us pain, but instead of directing hate, we could use understanding to view the event from a prospective of love. In conclusion I believe the ego needs to run severe episodes through the monkey filter with more care and over a longer period of time (rinse cycles) because the ego is keeping you from what you know to be the truth. Stepping on your toe will need a few rinse cycles but as the offence becomes greater so does the number of rinse cycles need for effective ego processing. Next time an event is being sorted by your brain see if my hypothesis is right. Practice for a better life would have us remain alert to our reality, understanding that all events are needed for us to expand our consciousness. We learn that the greatest moments of pain are only the guide posts to our salvation. So maybe if Johnny steps on our toe we should offer him the gun, with love of course. Accept the IS of life, turn the other cheek, do not curse your brother for the darkness in his heart, his presence allows your candle to burn brighter.

Friday, 3 April 2009

Genesis, a giant leap for man a new world for mankind.

Welcome all to my new blog site, I am very excited to have the pleasure of your company as we travel together beyond ego into a new reality, a new world order. In an effort to allow us to connect better I will offer a brief spiritual bio. Born in Vancouver, however I was raised in Montreal. I grew up in a typical God fearing Catholic home, church on Sunday attended a Catholic School in my formative years and firmly believed that God was my Judge and upon my death would either grant me entry to heaven or remand me to purgatory. Of course the Hell verdict was to be avoided at all costs. I remember many grievances that I personally harbored, as the priest expounded on the do's and dont's critical to my salvation, I often flinched. Thinking bad thoughts like what if I were a Jew or a Muslim or anything but a Catholic I wouldn't make it to heaven. That would really suck, thank God I'm one of the right ones. By college I was happy to leave all that behind, no more church, I just shelved it all in the back of my mind. In the course of a couple of years I found myself in desperate straights I looked for salvation and experienced what I then expressed as being born again. I found a bible and read and reread it, I knew God existed but I wasn't satisfied with the words I was reading. I turned to other religions, wonderful books like the Koran and the Bhagavad-gita shed more light on my search. I liked the feel of the eastern philosophies and Taoist philosophy felt right. I dabbled in philosophy for a bit but for the most part found everything somehow disharmonious. About 10 years back I read a copy of "Conversations with God" by Neale Donald Walsh. So started my journey, many books later I have come to discover many truths that have changed my life. I wish that you may embrace or challenge my position but mostly that you may expose more truth for us to share. 1. I AM GOD, everything is God, God is love. There is nothing else. 2. You will never die, time is only an illusion. 3. Past and future are functions of the ego, there is only the NOW. 4. All expressions are love; murder, rape, war, genocide, feeding the poor, comforting a friend, saving someone in peril, dancing under the stars, there is only love. 5. To value one expression as better or worse than another is to allow the ego to separate you from your true self as God. You are your brother's keeper because you are your brother. 6. We are not here to chase riches, wealth is found in sharing our essence, sharing love. 7. Fear is the grandest of illusions the ego will use to keep you captive and separate from oneness. All is God so what could there possibly be for you to fear? 8. Want and need are illusions, the ego wishes for us to express our reality in a dream world thus creating distractions to godliness. We are God, God is everything so what could we possibly need? 9. Judgement, anger, hate, are expressions of the ego used to again separate us from the reality of our Godliness. Would you be angry with your nose because it was dirty, would you yell at your nose or cut it off because it had a freckle, all is God so why should we want to kill or hate our brother? 10. Very soon, in our lifetime, there will be a revolution of love, we will unite as one. Money, possessions, jobs, all the trappings of the ego will dissolve exposing a new Eden on earth. No want, no need, no hate, no prisons, no laws or police, no government nor borders JUST GOD. JUST LOVE. I understand these truths, but still I am trapped by the ego, I gently remind myself all day everyday that I am God. I make mistakes, treat people bad, hate some and fear others. I strive with want, need and desire to fulfill the ego's wish and "make it" whatever it is. I walk in the darkness under the spell of the ego looking for a better way to live, a way to escape the dream of separateness. Together we can teach each other to remain a servant to our true nature, to always reach for the essence of our true reality. How do you feel, comments would be wonderful.