I Thought, You Felt, My Love...

What is reality? Morpheus asked Neo this question in The Matrix. Unable to see beyond illusion, most people living today cannot answer this essential question. People believe their body is who they are. As well, they perceive their world to be physical and finite. Spiritual and scientific truth express our true legacy as infinite eternal consciousness. However, few grasp this understanding.

The result of this mis perception is a life seldom free from the demands of ego. We constantly look to the future, aching to acquire things we feel we need, or must have.

We observe our bodies with the desire to be slimmer, fitter, better looking, younger, sexier. Never satisfied with the reflection we see in the mirror, we secretly covet our personal version of physical perfection.

Lifetimes are spent chasing material gain, the lust of acquisition is never satiated. Weighed down by the balance sheet of life, we become slaves to a paper demon. The value of the individual is personally and societally tied to the number of dollars one may amass. Dignity, respect, trust, even love is doled out by society with a price tag only the rich can afford. Poor, sick, disabled need not apply, at least not without a platinum card.

Our personal life is equally exposed to this ritual of need. We insist our friends, family, partners act in ways which are favourable to our demeanor and with due consideration to our needs. We become locked in a cycle of unsatisfied expectation. If we perceive a lack of reciprocity, or an affront, anger wells as we defend our position.

The filter we use to view our world is equally insisting; peace, love, justice, harmony, the environment, freedom from oppression, equal rights for all. Failing to understand concepts of duality, we once again express endless desire for change. With pride and compassion we demand the world be run in a manner suitable to the utopia we aspire to.

Relentlessly, the ego encapsulates us into a continuous cycle of want. Like the hamster who never finds and end to his wheel, we have become enslaved to desire.



How do we get off this tread mill? We answer the question posited by Morpheus!


Reality is an eternal expression of Godself consciousness, you are this consciousness. The world and body you believe to be real is truly a grand illusion of physicality. You are God, as such you are the creator. Your perception of reality is established entirely by you. You are are starring in a play which you have written, produced and directed. There is absolutely nothing in this play which you have not created; the broken leg, the " accidental " meeting of your partner, the car accident, the rape you endured, the cancer which takes your life. Every act written by you. The questions you need to ask are; What is this experience teaching me? What can I learn from this moment?

Your Godself writes the script of your play by using thoughts, feelings and emotions originating from your heart. These signals are then relayed to your brain, which in turn, translates into your perception of reality. It would be nice if we were spiritual masters, creating reality instantly, we know this is not the case. Your capacity to direct your reality is a direct function of how close you come to knowing your GodSelf identity. Those able to see a GodSelf reflection will find opportunity to consciously steer their perception of reality toward love. Conversely, living in darkness means never escaping the illusion of need. Fear of loss is the companion of this lonely traveler.

Building your home:

Spiritual or not, you can identify the origin of each thought, feeling and emotion you have, as either fear or love based. Consider you are a master builder constructing a home for you and your family. You are given cement and bricks in two distinct piles. Upon approaching these pile you see two signs, love and fear. You come to determine that you will in fact always be building two homes; one of fear and one of love. You are informed that the home you live in, is the one most complete. You are further instructed that each thought, feeling and emotion you have will build your home. How do you proceed?

This is reality, this is how reality is created and perceived. How does this make you feel?
Do you think it is worth keeping track of your thoughts, feeling and emotions?
Do you think it is worth taking the time to see if by chance you are building a house of fear or love?

You will create, only you can choose the bricks. Choose love, discover the GodSelf within, it's what you truly are.

In Lak' esh, brothers and sisters, think, feel and be, LOVE...

Roger, the dodger... a tribute to love...

How many of us have heard people say there is nothing I can do? In this the 21st century it has become strikingly obvious that our world is in disarray. For those of you who are not aware of the cabal of Illuminati domination and the many atrocities they have inflicted on mankind the world seems a little brighter. For those who know the truth the future seems bleak at best. If by stroke of bad luck you are wealthy, comfortable and ignorant to the aforementioned travails, you still must agree the state of reality is quickly deteriorating. The sleepiest of people can see their freedoms and rights being eroded. One just need ask a TSA agent on your next flight what authority he/she has, see what happens.

The point I make is that under the duress of enslavement people feel diminished, dis empowered and helpless. They cannot comprehend how one person can make a difference.

Let me tell you about my brother Roger.

I met Roger when he turned 60, he knew the world was screwy but never investigated how upside down this matrix is. His connection to Godself reality was non existent. However, there was within a spark of inquisitiveness usually only reserved for children and scientists. Together we took a path of discovery, unveiling both light and darkness.

Now, eight years later, Roger has completely transformed his connection to reality. He understands Godself being, moreover he grasps the scientific and spiritual truths which form the foundation for aligning with peace and love. Recently retired, he spends most of his time helping others. He discovered a penchant for healing and is constantly researching all aspects of alternate health. Purchasing all kinds of natural medicines, gadgets and widgets so that he may better assist people in moving away from pharmaceuticals and western medicine.

Now you may think, to be able to give so much Roger must be well off. He must be on a fine pension and has realised it is time to share his saved wealth. This is far from the case, Roger is living on a meager pension, he can't keep up to his bills and he really doesn't care because he knows everyone will eventually get their pound of flesh. He knows that the universe will give him everything he needs, and so like a dog answering his masters call the universe feeds him with love.

A few months ago his daughter wanted to buy a gift of appreciation for his help. He considered the offer and asked for a table router. The cost was around 400 pounds. He was excited about the prospect of getting this new equipment. The next week when I spoke to him he had decided against the router. Knowing how much he wanted it, I queried his decision. As it turns out he was surfing an alternate health site and found a natural medicine which he was convinced would help people with thyroid problems. He went on to describe how he had met a few strangers who are dealing with just this issue. He was determined to get the medicine but as usual he was broke and could not muster the 280 quid needed. The solution was simple, he asked his daughter to purchase the medicine instead of the router. He later went on to give away a good deal of this recipe to people for free. If I had the money I would have bought him the router in a heart beat. He never thinks about himself, never asks for recognition or reward. Like a desert flower Roger always gives love, in drought or times of plenty his purpose is to share.

Roger is active in his community, never resisting the opportunity to inform a local shopper of danger when they choose diet coke. Don't be standing near Roger if he sees a chem trail, not unless you want to become informed about what a chem trail is. If he can help you, in any way, he will tirelessly do so. Over the years I have experienced that Roger consistently offers himself to others always to the point of requiring he tighten his belt and do without. He so often gives at no cost to strangers his naturally formulated medications to aid in their suffering. One of my nicknames for Roger is DR.Do Little, because he meets people who are taking an array of drugs that are not helping and cooks up a simple natural recipe which eases their pain. He has spent most of the summer revamping his daughters garden and refurbishing their second home, they cannot cannot figure out why he wants no money in return.

Roger lives every day with a smile on his face. He constantly has a joke to offer, and always leaves you with the feeling of wishing you had more time to spend with him. He knows more about the state of the world than most people do, but like water off a ducks back he shirks it all off. Roger does not know what the future will offer but he does know that his future will involve love, sharing and unity. Roger understands that no matter what this reality brings his true identity will always be Godself.

If you ask Roger, he would tell you I have opened many doors which have allowed him to expand his consciousness. What Roger doesn't know is that they way he conducts his life is a beacon I will always follow. To know love is a beautiful expression, to be love is entirely more appealing.

We all can learn from my brother. If each of us followed this light our world would change. All perils real and perceived would slip into the past. We can be more, we can do more, we are more! Love is the only way to freedom, love is the only answer. Love, without reservation, love without condition, love under duress, love under pain of suffering. Search your hearts, if you determine something which does not carry the energy of love then convert those thoughts, feelings and emotions into LOVE.

NAMASTE Roger my dearest brother I love you. I bow down to your grace sir. The road to a better future will be taken one step at a time, lead and I will follow.

In Lak' esh, brothers and sisters, love is the only answer...

I Found Terrorists, who do I call?

This is a very important blog, possibly the most important blog you will ever read.

We are all locked in an epic struggle to fight terrorism. Governments are spending trillions of our dollars to fight the global war on terror. The least we could do is pay attention. I noticed on the television a few years back instructions were to keep an eye out. They said I should report any suspicious activity immediately.

I thought to myself, the T.V. is right! I am morally obligated to help my government fight terror.

It is incumbent upon each and every citizen to assist in helping governments keep our world safe. Come on people, our children's lives are on the line. When all is said an done, do you want to tell your children why mommy and daddy never did a thing to protect their future? Do you want to explain to the next generation why they are enslaved? Does " Sorry I didn't know! " fly as an excuse? Is it right to say, " I couldn't do anything, I am just one person. "

STOP making excuses, are you people or sheeple?

Ignorance is an idiots excuse. You have plenty of time for T.V., sports and video games. Why are you not spending a little time finding terrorists? Do what you think is right. I decided to affect a detailed search for terrorists. Tracking their numbers and documenting their tyranny was not easy, but I succeeded.

I want to tell you my brothers and sisters they were all right. Obama, Chaney, Bush, CNN, Fox, Reuters, NY Times. They are not lying to us, I found tens of thousands of of the buggers. They were terrorists everywhere, I made a secret list and I want you to share it with everyone you know.

Before I get into the gory details let us start with Websters Dictionary so that we all agree on what a terrorist is.

Terrorism: The systematic use of terror especially as a means of coercion.

Terrorist: Noun 1. A radical who employs terror as a political weapon; usually organizes with other terrorists in small cells; often uses religion as a cover for terrorist activities
Adj. 1. Characteristic of someone who employs terrorism (especially as a political weapon); "terrorist activity"; "terrorist state"


So with definition in hand, let me show you what I found.

1./ I looked first to the many religions, I thought I might find a few terrorists hidden behind closed doors. Hey, there are some running for cover. Little children have been raped, molested and degraded by countless priests over centuries of time. What if your son or daughter fell prey to these ruthless terrorists? What should you do? Lets face it you would want to grab a gun and shoot the bugger. But since it is not your child, you don't even want to look, let alone do something. Don't you see, your silence has made you complicit to their terror?

2./ All religions of the world use fear and control to convince you that you are separate from God. The truth is, you are God. The possibility of connecting to your divine essence has been taken from. You have been deliberately tricked into living a false reality. This is the greatest act of terrorism ever inflicted on mankind. You are forced to live in a world of fear when your true essence is love. But hey, why worry, you still have the big screen and there is a game on. What can you do, life is pretty good, someone else can clean up the mess, RIGHT!

3./ Governments around the world are being subjugated to the will of private banksters. Greece, Ireland and Iceland have failed, USA, and most of Europe are about to go under. The only reason for this disaster is because private banksters have bribed politicians into enacting legislation allowing privately owned syndicated banks like, The Federal Reserve, to act as the vehicle for printing currency. This interest laden production of all currency has placed all countries in a position of unsustainable debt. Imagine this, you have the option to print your own money or you could use a credit card to borrow. If you could print your own money would you? Or, would you go to Visa and borrow at 29%? Not a hard question to answer is it? Why then do all governments of the world refuse to print their own currency? These banksters are real terrorists, let's round them all up. Or do you prefer to watch T.V.? When you are living in a tent you might care. But hey, your bills are being paid, your belly is full and The Simpson's are on. Why should you care if someone else has just lost their house?

4./ Chemtrails are everywhere, even with a little effort you can determine what is in those white trails above. Our air is being polluted with heavy metals, toxins and living germs. The government says it needs to control global warming, so weather control is essential. Do you buy this lie while thousands of people every year are suffering the ill effects of chemtrails? The worst is that people are so brainwashed they thing that these vapor trails are con trails. What a joke, how stupid can some people be? No investigation, no intelligent observation. They just buy the party line while their brothers die. Hey the air seems okay around here so why worry right? I say we fight these terrorists by informing others about their evil plans. So what will you tell your daughter when she asks, why didn't you know?

5./ GMO foods, corporations are bioengineering food at an unflappable rate. It is almost impossible to find healthy food to eat. The supermarket is the most dangerous place you will visit this week, why is that? Scientific studies indicate it would take several apples today to give you the nutritional value of one apple grown 50 years ago. No one can say exactly how dangerous genetically modified foods are, there simply is not enough research. However, most scientists agree the introduction of GMO foods will devastate the natural ecology of life on our planet. Don't you think something should be done about the terrorists who are poisoning our food supply? Don't you think it is time to turn off the T.V. and think for yourself? When is it time to get informed, today, next week after 2012?


6./ Our government is putting sodium fluoride in our water. Fluoride is a by product of the smelting of aluminum. It is classified as an extremely toxic waste. so dangerous to your health one tube of toothpaste eaten will severely harm and possibly kill a small child. Check your toothpaste tube, the warning is right on the back. Fluoride was found to be a very effective means of controlling the emotions of prisoners. Hitler medication of prisoners with fluoride allowed them to reduce the amount of guards by more than 75%. Stalin was very fond of using fluoride in the gulags of Russia, again to control the prisoners behaviour. So tell me what should we do about the terrorists poisoning our water?

7./ Micro waves, cell phones, cordless phones and wireless technology. As you buy the latest gadgets for yourselves and children do you ever think to ask yourself, is this safe? Of course not, you just expect that corporations and governments would ban unhealthy products, after all they have your best interests at heart right? These items are one of the primary reasons for the mass acceleration of cancer. Should we allow such terrorist cabals to destroy our brains with radiation. What do you think, is it time to wake up yet? Is it time to fight the terrorists like the T.V. says you should. What should you do now? You are safe in your home the T.V. is on and a ball game is just starting. Watch the game or fight terrorism? What is more important to you and your children? Wake up, you are asleep?

8./ Depleted Uranium is being used in testing grounds all over Europe and North America. Most small arms used in war today use DU ammo. Do you know what DU can do? Look at the soldiers coming home and check out their rate of cancer and look at the deformed babies they are bearing. Look at the deformed and mutilated bodies of the children in Afghanistan and Iraq. They are brown babies, not like you right? They live so far away, it's nothing you and your children need worry about right? Wake up people, turn the T.V. off and protect your children. Stop these terrorists before it is too late.

9./ The rape of the planet. Just look at what we are allowing? Is this the kind of world we want? Does corporate greed and bankster terrorism not demand that you do something. Are you ready to wake up, or is that a job for someone else? Who should protect you and your children if you refuse to? Are you ready to help me stop terrorism?

10./ What else does it take to get you people to wake up? If not for yourselves then for your children and grandchildren.

I could go on, but I think you get my point. This blog site has over 50 issues of soft kill terrorism perpetrated by the fascist terrorists in $ 10,000 dollar suits. Grab those TSA bastards and home land security and lets march them to the homes of these subversive terrorists. Demand they give us back our dignity, freedom and health.


Those who know me must be surprised by this blog. I always advocate love and oneness. I always speak to the need to see beyond all illusion. Allow me to close this blog with reflections of truth...


You are God, you rise above this matrix of madness. Your true essence is love. Love in fact is all there is. This world is a dream, your life is eternal. You are GodSelf consciousness, nothing could be more beautiful. The lesson to learn is that we must become aware of how this reality is manufactured. We are being driven into an expression of fear, hate and judgment. This is not who we are, but rather who we have been created to become. I do not advocate violence of any kind. I do not advocate anger or resistance. We will never experience unconditional love by resisting. What is needed is to love everyone and everything. Ask everyone you know to wake up. People are blinded by main stream media, government and corporations. They just need to discover reality beyond the facade of lies. Be patient and persistent, do whatever it takes to make them listen. Do not spread fear. Fear is what the terrorists want. Urge people to change their lifestyles, consume less, eliminate the T.V. and become active in their communities for the purpose of educating. Look at history take lessons from Gandhi the master of passive resistance. We the people have all the power in our hands. By spreading love and refusing to accept tyranny we can discover our true self. We can and will defeat these terrorists but not with force. We will show them love, compassion, non judgment and non compliance. We will forgive and show them a better way to experience this dream we call reality.

Namaste, my brethren, pssst... I love you, it is time to wake up....

ONE Reality, ONE God, YOU...

You are beginning a journey to determine self. I remember when I first began my search a little over 30 years ago. I knew there must be more love and peace in my life. I knew my religion had deceived me but I was a babe in the woods uncertain of where to turn.

After careful study of all world religions I came to see how the weaves of ignorance form similar global tapestries. Moving into philosophy I determined greater truth. Advanced science coupled with ancient Shamanic traditions allowed me to escape the illusion of ego self.

All religions maintain God " CREATED " the universe. This God judges our actions in this life so that he may bestow reward or punishment. Religion will use the carrot and stick to hold sway followers. By example, Catholicism uses heaven and hell, Muslims strive to earn a favored presence with Allah in the afterlife and Buddhists concern themselves with the desire to enjoy a favorable rebirth in the eternal wheel of time.

Spiritual truth displays a significant contrast. The master understands that God
" BECAME " the universe. This fundamental shift in understanding allows one to determine all manifest reality is God. You are God, I am God, the desk you sit at and the words you read and write are God. There is nothing which is not God.

Many people who are faced with this truth will argue; " If all is God then how come there is evil in the world?"



To answer this intelligent query one must understand the natural law of duality. Choice can only be derived from duality, hot cannot be experienced without a reference for cold. Up cannot exist without there being a down. We cannot choose love without an expression of fear to offer contrast. The purpose of being, is in choosing from a plethora of options one inevitable path which will lead back to the unity of ONE. This experiential transit from the ONE to the many and back to the ONE is known in Vedic tradition as the breath of Brahma.

With this truth instilled in the heart, a person no longer sees the illusion of separation. Instead, we see all as ONE. We release the trappings of ego; fear, want, desire, judgment, lack, hate, self abasement are justly determined as constructs of the primary illusion of separation. Also released are the illusions fed by the ego; time, space, separation, physicality, good verses evil.

You will never die, you will never be born. You are not the body ego self " I ". You are eternal consciousness, you are the GodSlef. You may believe your daughter or son is separate from you, born after you, younger than you. This, my dear brethren, is illusion. You and your daughter are GOD, everything and nothing, the Alpha and the Omega.

In conclusion, I see in you the opportunity to determine your divine essence. Very few souls are ready for this journey. Very few have the capacity to understand the language of their heart. I invite you to enter my gymnasium of the mind. Explore the illusions which dis empower your GodSelf essence.

It is my path to offer information to seekers. With this offer I present my blog site as a library of truth. From a scientific and spiritual perspective you may determine reality. There are over 300 free videos available which are designed to ease your path.

God dances with God in the perfect eternal moment of NOW, come dance with me.

In Lak' esh, my dear brothers and sisters, love is all there is, all else is illusion...