Monday, 31 August 2015

The Wizard of Odd... Living With Insanity...

Look closely at our world; isn't it a weird, wacky place, plum full of oddities which are near impossible to explain? Have you ever wondered why the world outside is nothing like the existence we all claim to desire? Do you ever scratch your head asking; how did things get this way? Why is everything so terribly messed up?

Often I find myself pondering these questions?

Is there one single illustration we could conjure up to explain the mess we see, or are their a multitude of social, environmental, psychological, and intellectual factors joining together to form the perfect storm?

Having spent a fair bit of time observing our world; I believe there exists only one single overarching component to the maya we are all forced to experience. The quintessential wrench that clangs about in the mechanical gears of society wreaking organised destruction, heart wrenching devastation, and mind numbing ignorance is, in my humble opinion, the structure of elite domination as dictated by the psychopathy of fascist rule.

The three questions that beg to be answered are as follows.

1. Can we assume the human species is sane?
2. If we consider ourselves insane; how did we get this way?
3. Is our collective insanity a function of the human condition, or is it a manufactured phenomenon?

Are We Sane:

If we are to speak of insanity, it is essential to first define the parameters of what one would consider insane. We may all think we have a grip on such a simple definition however; we serve ourselves well to establish some solid benchmarks which can assist in navigating toward a clear consensus. A little assistance from Oxford dictionary can help us define some loose boundaries, then we will have to forge the balance of our definition from observing the actions and belief structure of society.

Oxford Dictionary:

1: a deranged state of the mind usually occurring as a specific disorder (as schizophrenia)
: such unsoundness of mind or lack of understanding as prevents one from having the mental capacity required by law to enter into a particular relationship, status, or transaction or as removes one from criminal or civil responsibility
a: extreme folly or unreasonableness
  b: something utterly foolish or unreasonable
4: Latin root in = not; sanus = healthy

To determine if I am insane; the questions I may entertain are as follows. 
1. Am I deranged in my mind? 
2. Does this unsoundness of mind prevent me from entering into relations, affecting transactions, or behaving in such a way that removes me from criminal or civil responsibilities?
3. Does my behaviour exhibit unreasonableness or foolishness?
4. Simply stated; am I unhealthy in my mind?

Without dragging you, the reader, into this messy assessment let me focus on my own mental well being; I believe you would concur that I do not serve myself well by lying or hiding from truth in any way. I must be honest with you, and myself, if I have any prayer of determining the true state of my mental health. As well; I must proceed slowly and with grave caution whilst, at the same time, defining the proper meaning of the terms I choose to use as descriptors of my behaviour. 

1. First question; are my mental meanderings deranged, whereas the definition of deranged is established as an abnormal or sick state of mind?

Abnormal we can define as deviating from the societal average or, what one would consider as normally accepted behaviour. Herein lies the rub; it seems Oxford dictionary, by the mere fact of using my peers as a benchmark for normalcy, has trapped me in a box. If I swim in a sea of insanity, whereas, insanity is ubiquitous throughout society, then do I proudly hold myself up as sane, merely because all my brethren have equally adulterated minds?

Or, do I evaluate my sanity with a higher function, whereas, I covet truth, beyond all illusion, as the sole benchmark used to assess the purity of my mind, in so far as, I can unequivocally state my mental meanderings are scientifically, spiritually and socially sound; ergo beyond all reprehension? I choose the latter; for it does not seem proper to state that I am not sick merely because all of my brethren are just as sick as I appear to be.

When discussing mental health, indeed there are very foggy lines being drawn. By example; if I were suffering with the flu, whilst at the same time everyone in the world were also suffering with the same ailment, then would it be proper for me to suggest my health is perfect just because the flu was prevalent throughout all society? Obviously, this rationale would not make much sense, especially as I would still be dealing with the obvious symptoms of a runny nose, achy body and all around feelings of poor health. If I were a sensible man; I would admit that I am not well, accordingly, I would attempt to convince my brethren that something should be done so that we may collectively determine good health. 
Having illustrated my point; allow me to continue with my mental assessment. Without any doubt; I must admit my thoughts are deranged, although, relative to my brethren, this behaviour may not be considered as abnormal, it none the less does emphatically point to a sickness of mind. Your interest may be piqued; what deranged thoughts are running through Chris's mind? There are many levels of mental derangement I can point at to aid in developing my prognosis however; if asked to cite a few areas of ill health, I would start with some basics. Even though I understand the role of higher learning played by ego inviting maya into my reality; I often find myself getting trapped in cycles of past and future. Knowing that past and future exist only as an illusion does not benefit me when I trespass into insanity by fretting over what may come to pass or lamenting over past opportunities which I never realised.

Another common mental deviation from sanity occurs when I find myself projecting personal failures or grievances upon external circumstance. The blame game can easily manifest when I falsely identify with this person, or that event, as an impetus behind a perceived assault upon myself or the desires I covet. The insanity of the aforementioned mental illness stands firmly against true sanity which assures me that, without exception, I am the true master and creator of all events that occur in my reality.

Conjuring up yet one more very debilitating aspect of my personal illusory insanity one can remark on the mind numbing captivation I have with death. Insane people, just like you and I, have a devil of a time coming to grips with our perceived demise. I can assure you, it is easy to think one has death in perspective however; one need only confront death face to face to discover how desperately one wants to live. The passing on of our friends and relatives also represent peak insanity experiences. We may feel we are well grounded in spiritual truths, and then whammy, someone close to us dies and we discover all sense of spiritual reason flies out the door. There are many more illusions which form the composite of non clinical insanity, some we see, others are nearly indiscernible. In conclusion I do not believe I can honestly state that I am completely free of mental derangement; although my derangement may not be abnormal, nor debilitating, it surely does represent a sickness affecting my rationale. 

2. Turning to the second part of the definition; Does this unsoundness of mind prevent me from entering into relations, affecting transactions, or behaving in such a way that leads me toward criminal or civil irresponsibility?

Pointing my ship in this direction causes me to pause. In all honesty; I do stand guilty of abdicating my criminal and civil responsibility to those I consider brothers and sisters. If I may expand a little upon how this heinous crime manifests. The best segue for the description of my course of insanity as it relates to discretion against my brethren may be highlighted by a 1917 quote from Charles F Aked.

"It has been said that  for evil men to accomplish their purpose it is only necessary that good men should do nothing."

This subtle point of accusation carries with it a tacit understanding that each and every individual is responsible for their brethren. Individually we are weak, collectively we are a force which is unstoppable. None of us can escape the fact that, if we are not part of the solution, then we have become a willing party to fascism and the wanton destruction it wreaks upon our brethren. 

Each night I sleep in comfort while more than 40% of the global population have no adequate housing, yet I do nothing to ensure my brothers are housed. For every meal I consume, I must remember over 38% of the global population are starving to death, what have I done to raise the alarms? Should a sane person not feel more outrage? The freedom I have to travel, as afforded by my income, is enjoyed by less than 40% of the global population, the next trip I take it is worth remembering most my brethren do not enjoy such luxury. Proper education afforded my children is not available to the majority of my brethren, yet still I remain quiet. If one person should go hungry, one brother sleeps under a bridge, one sister goes without education, if any one of my brethren should live in squalor without hope, without love, am I not also culpable? Does my silence not tacitly speak to an assault upon my brethren?

The fascist train is racing down the track out of control, presently almost half the population of this world live a significantly poorer lifestyle than my pussy cat Spot. When will we break through the fog of mind programming and collectively recapture our sanity? If not now, when is a good time to take control of this screaming demonic ride of madness? We consider ourselves to be sane, however are we not abdicating our civil responsibilities to our brethren? Beyond any stretch of the imagination, I cannot see clear a way for you to convince me my behaviour is not to be considered criminal, disheartening, and grossly insane?  

3. Does my behaviour exhibit unreasonable foolishness? 

What can be said of such a loaded question? If one third of the population starves, one half the population has inadequate housing and clean water, the majority of the population live a lifestyle which we, under current laws, would be considered inhumanity to animals, what should we think? Is this what you would call sanity? Do you think I am wrong? I have a friend who is an animal health inspector, if I showed him a pig farm where the animals are starving to death, have no proper shelter, have filthy drinking water, what do you think would happen? The farmer would be criminally charged, the animals would be taken away and cared for. Our laws care for the animals we eat better than they care for the people who they are meant to feed, is this not foolish? 

Using any free and loose definition of the word unreasonable, can you say my behaviour exhibits reason. I am just covering the most basic assaults on our brethren, what about all the other atrocities, too many to mention?  What about our planet on the bring of environmental collapse? What do I do about evil deviants trading children for sex shop services? Would sane people agree to kill off the majority of the planets animal and plant species? Of course not! They poison our food, our air and water, then package the poison for our consumption, is this the act of a civilized and sane populous? 

In the face of the many obscene revelations, how do I react? I find myself conversing about silliness like who killed Nicole Simpson, I concern myself with banal events like the results of sporting matches. I watch others speculate on the price of food goods to make a buck at the expense of my brothers ability to eat. My in-actions suggest that I am placing the value of paper notes higher than the value of life itself, is this sanity? The world spins out of control and all I seem to really care about is how much excess I can amass, more toys, cars, gadgets and widgets of all sorts. To hell with my sister; this life is about ME ME ME! I consider myself part of an advanced race of highly intelligent sane individuals, yet I look around and observe us all living in a so called democratic world, are these the actions of a sane man, I think not!

I tend to look at our world much the same way I would entertain a speeding train; who, in their right mind, would stand in front of a runaway train in hopes of stopping it in its tracks? Not I! 

The global corporate fascist regimes responsible for programming my mind has all but convince me real change is impossible, I must remember these are the same people who have a vested interest in my abeyance. Observe my willingness to comply with corporate global leaders, can you honestly say I am not programmed? In the light of my wee diatribe, surely you can't argue for my sanity, can you? I think we must both admit my actions exhibit unreasonable foolishness.

4. Am I healthy in my mind? Honestly, what do you think? Seriously, take a moment and ask yourself, am I insane? The stage is yours, try and convince me I and my brethren are not a composite race of lunatics, good luck!           

The Look of Insanity:

When the sun sets upon another day there is one thing we all have in common, we are all insane. I believe there are four archetypes of insane people.

Firstly there are those who we all readily identify as clinically insane. Having absolutely no grip on reality; this group possibly makes up 3-4% of the populous (just a made up statistic from my well of nonsense). These people, having been marginalised by society, will for the most part, end up in an asylum.

The second group of insane individuals are those who are to be considered psychopathic. Ponerological deviants are those who have no capacity for compassion. These deprived souls must navigate through their lives never having the ability to experience the emotional triggers which keep humans on the track to unity, love and peaceful cohabitation. It is estimated by professionals that between 4% and 5% of the population suffers from this malady. When considering all forms of insanity, it is this group of afflicted individuals I empathise with the most for they can never come to terms with how to express and enjoy love. To me, an existence absent of love must be the most dreadful of reality manifestations. Nothing can be done for these people, like the clinically insane, their capacity to heal and live a complete life is, for the most part, non existent.

The third group of insanity candidates make up the majority of the populous, possibly as much as 90% of our brethren (another fabricated statistic). This brain addled group are certainly insane however; they will never develop an appreciation for their insanity. In their minds; they represent normalcy, in so much as, they believe themselves to be perfectly sane. This group of "average citizens" function quite well in society however; trapped by illusions, they will go on believing in the many illogical trappings of their material reality, as well, they will never grasp the true extent of their collective insanity. Having no reference for living beyond illusion, they are mostly incapable of coming to terms with their Godself beingness; as a result, they will only discover their ego biased pseudo self. Incapable of understanding the nature of the true self; they invariably tumble through life failing to understand the synchronicity love and unity that can be shared among all living beings.

Finally, there are those who spend most of their life being insane however; these blessed humans have somehow developed a sense of their Godself reality, along with this spiritual connection, they find ways to develop pockets of safe harbour which they rely upon during stormy egoic weather. This part of humanity probably represents less than 1% of the population (who could say for sure). Our group of semi conscious souls find they must navigate through the materium whilst being completely aware of the illusory nature of their existence. The partially sane manage to hang on tight to their little niche of sanity as they attempt to rally against the incessant brutality and mind control forced upon the masses by elite psychopathic societal manipulators.

Insanity & The Corporate Message! How Did This Come to Pass?

Assuming we can agree to properly diagnose our insanity as a collective malady; the next question is how did this happen?

Whenever I consider this subject I am compelled by personal observation to unequivocally state that the prime derivative of insanity is not a natural state of the human condition. The life experiences which lead me to believe insanity is not entirely a natural phenomenon come from my time in Africa, and from observing my family life. Small African villagers, free from electricity, media, western influence, and corporate manipulation live a completely different lifestyle than us. Their viewpoint is that of a community family whereas all adults believe all children are their offspring and conversely all village children believe all adults are their parents. The concept of family extends to include all peoples within their realm, and all peoples visiting their community. They believe no one should have more or less, all must be given the same level of respect, dignity, love, and courtesy. They may not have a firm grasp of their spiritual nature, or understand concepts of the GodSelf however; they choose to always live in societal harmony where all members are considered equal.

Another fine example of sanity is found throughout the world by the unified expression of nuclear families conducting themselves in a manner of mutual love, respect and care. I would never charge my child for food, one child does not get more than another. In the nuclear family we give freely to each other and, without exception, make sure all are provided for equally. We choose, as a family, to transcend the dog eat dog battle for survival, we choose to act as a untied group, loving unconditionally, giving always without reservation, never selecting one over the other. No one would let one of their children go to school and not another, no one would allow one child to starve while another is fed. This is the way of humans, this is the natural path of sanity.

Why do we feel it necessary to transcend these common sense rules of family living just because the starving child is not of our clan?

Is it human nature to only care for our own children?

I do not  believe this to be true; I believe times of crisis proves that communities can bond, they can offer each other love, individuals can care and love those they are not personally acquainted with.

I maintain that we have become separate from our brethren merely because we have been conditioned to act in such a callous manner. Think about Darwinism and the core of it's ethos. Ponder the role sport plays to separate our affiliations. Observe the impact of nationalism, and the disastrous reality of how borders, real and perceived, divide our peoples. Elicit from your memories the affects education has played in dividing you from your brethren by use of the colossal hammer of comparative evaluation. Think about religion, the constant divisiveness and violence it has, and continues to promote, throughout the charted history of civilisation. Note the way class division is used to isolate the rich from the needs of their impoverished brethren. Look about your work place, be aware of the friction created between those with and without power. Be aware of media and the subtle and gross modalities of divisiveness, sandpaper grating away at the expression of compassion slowly eroding the real unifier of human character. See how societal memes fill our thoughts with avarice, contempt, and rampant insensitive violence. Take a moment, right now, to contemplate your role in this abhorrent charade we call democracy.

DIVIDE, DIVIDE, DIVIDE, conquer your brother... CONSUME, CONSUME, CONSUME, think not of your sister... FEAR, FEAR, FEAR, your brethren will take from you...

The Road to Sanity, Standing Tall:

Do not believe for a moment this train is unstoppable! Resistance is the key to reacquiring our mental health. Presently we are compliant sheep trained by our masters, nipped at the heels by their dogs of war, programmed by their media lackeys, ruled by force. The human race has been trapped, duped, and cajoled into cages, our minds have become putty in the hands of socially deviant elitist monsters. Peaceful non compliance, embracing unconditional love, educating the ignorant, raising the weak, are our tickets to mental freedom.

Turn off the TV, eliminate all forms of social media, drag yourself off the wheel of materialism. Stand tall in love, be aware of the suffering of your brethren, reach out to those in need. Hold the hand of the frail, care for the poor, feed the hungry, love the enemy, resist competition, unite with your brethren, live humbly with compassion.  Open your heart to all who stand in your path, seek to discover your weaknesses. Search your heart regularly so that you may discover how to love without condition. Know that all you discover which appears to not be love is in fact a corruption of the ego, a disassociation from sanity, and the will of your elite masters. Educate yourselves, be aware of the machinations of government and corporations. Seek peace, harmony, and balance in your life. Search to enhance aspects of your sanity, create pathways of logic to guide you toward a healthy mind. Reach out to your brethren with solutions instead of grievances, love instead of resistance, unity instead of separation, tenderness instead of aggression, compassion instead of heartlessness. LOVE LOVE LOVE is the only way you can heal your mind, it is the only path toward a future you presently can only imagine as possible. Our minds are the vehicles of solidarity, take back our sanity and we can remould a new reality. The power of fascist rule acts upon society as is a mental cancer however; it is limited by the acceptance of the populous. Know that change is up to us, one act of kindness, one decision, one moment of grace, one step toward love, one person at a time.

To quote the lackey Obama; YES WE CAN! We can take back our sanity, we can live in harmony, we can love unconditionally, it's up to each of us to learn how to become sane, loving, giving, compassionate, human beings!

In Lak'ech, dearest brethren, take back your reality... be the social warrior you and your children can be proud of...  



  1. Another fine thought-provoking piece. Yes, it is indeed a mad mad mad mad world! I understand that, from a psycho-therapist point of view, the vast majority of the human race are indeed technically insane, in that they are unable to be themselves - or to truly think for themselves - and instead are robotic slaves of "convention" and other debased mind-programming inflicted on them by parents and "culture", which very much restricts their mindset. Most rebel against the very idea that there is anything wrong with them, or that they need to change; and while someone refuses to help themselves, no expert analyst can do anything for them. And so we have the deluded leading the deluded, and they all think they are "normal" and "sane", as they systematically destroy planet Earth. Whereas those of us who are regularly treated as being insane by the "establishment" and by convention, tend to be some of the few who actually retain control of their own minds, and think for ourselves.

    Sadly, I don't think that the great mass of zombie minds will be healed - they are too many and too far gone. But those few of us who remain awake do have a responsibility to spread the light. Some will be ready to receive it, and glad to do so.

  2. Hey Christopher Another great post my friend! If I only had a dollar for every time I question my sanity I would truly be a man of much money! Hope you and yours are doing really great!

    1. Namaste brother Ron; always a treat having you visit. I hope you and your family enjoyed a wonderful summer. Nice to see that, unlike many of my friends, you are able to keep the blogs rolling. It is always a pleasure reading your posts. All the best brother.

      In Lak' ech, brother Ron, prosper with knowledge... live in unity....

  3. Namaste brother Ian; thanks a bunch for stopping by. Your visits and insights are always very interesting.

    Maybe you are right! It sure seems society will remain in darkness. I like to think that in our lifetime there will come a point of critical mass, the hundredth monkey opening our species toward unity and love.

    In the end we can take relief in knowing this is just a ride.

    In Lak' ech, brother Ian, prosper with love... live with knowledge...

  4. Nice!

    Yet another wonderful post Christopher,

    where I find you speaking my mind...!

    Hope all is well with you!

    Here comes Fall!

    Be well brother!


    1. Namaste brother Brad; thanks for taking the time to visit always a pleasure to enjoy your company. All is well here in Lotus land, it has been a beautiful summer and we a re looking forward to a fresh new fall season. All the best to you and your family.

      In Lak' ech; prosper with love... live in freedom...

  5. You really are posing the big questions here Chris!
    I always find it telling that the people who have really changed paradigms, the once who encouraged others to think outside the box, were almost always considered insane at some point along the way!
    If sanity means conformity to our manufactured "reality", then fetch me some rubber wallpaper and sign me up for certification!
    In any case, you've certainly given some hefty pause for thought. Excellent as always!
    All the best my friend.
    Carl (The 'Guide)

    1. Namaste brother Carl; thank you for your visit and continued support. I hope you are enjoying improved health brother. It has been nice to see you back blogging again. May you enjoy the very best of what is left of the great summer weather.

      We are all loons flying sideways through life. Long ago I gave up any hope of becoming sane.

      In Lak' ech brother, prosper with love... live with knowledge...

  6. A subliminal is a message that doesn’t rise above the conscious threshold. A subliminal is designed to act on the mind at a subconscious level. The 3D world is one huge subliminal. If subliminal messaging were rational and able to be recognized on the conscious level, it wouldn’t be subliminal. We would never pay attention to it, and humanity would ignore this illusory 3D experience and stay connected to it’s Original Wisdom State through Awareness. The 3D illusion would then simply dissolve on an individual basis, which is to say, that it would become of none importance or relevance.

    For instance, if someone consciously told you to kill someone, you wouldn’t do it. That just doesn’t make rational sense. However, if someone says this is the law (creates the insanity), “thou shalt not kill”. The subliminal message is this: if you really want to get even with someone or with society, then commit murder. The idea is just suggested in the phrasing, coupled with the fact this is the law of the land.

    Therefore, the way to stop killing, war, murder, and any kind of aggressive bloodshed is TO NOT HAVE A LAW AGAINST IT. It is apparent society is over-burdened with laws, and in turn, over-run with killing, corruption, lying, hatred, etc. There are laws against all these things and therefore, these things abound because of the subliminal message attached.

    "Wisdom knows, and sees the lunacy of this 3D illusory reality. The illusion called humanity, (and humanity is an illusion), will awake from the trance and reconnect to our original state through awareness. These entities, who manifest their CONTROL OF REALITY through the lives of the elite, will soon dissolve in frustration as humanity stops responding to the subliminal messages that bombard the wisdom state in endless fashion. For it's that the 3 dimensional experience is NOT REAL, & it only exists IN OUR MINDS. Therefore, its in OUR MINDS, (which are in reality, THEIR MINDS), that we disconnect emotionally from the 3D space and reclaim our eternal state, which is here now.

    This is what we are! We are the original eternal paradise state, and the 3D illusion was simply conjured up through the THOUGHT PROCESS to separate us from this immense power and peace of the wisdom state and thereby deceptively manipulate this ultimate state of being into servitude to the luciferian egregore. The beneficial aspect in understanding this, is that at any moment of our choosing, we can become aware of the luciferian hypnotic manipulation, and we can reclaim our wisdom state, and experience the freedom of the paradise state right now."

  7. Namaste brother Ian; this is a very nice surprise to enjoy a visit from you.

    They have us by the balls; the sheep will probably never arise from their dreams. However persistent the egregorian mind set we who sense there is a bastardised reality can and often do reach out to our brethren in hopes of sharing a new reality, a new direction toward love and unity.

    In Lak' ech brother, prosper with love... live with personal power....

  8. Hi Chirs...I hope you are doing great!

    I haven't been by here in too long. I am glad I did
    as I needed to hear your message right now in light of my current life situation. I would like to help change the system somewhat from the inside out, but it is difficult with the constant inundation of insanity. This has unfortunately by predictably caused increasingly prolonged periods of unconsciousness.

    I'd love to catch up sometime.

    -Riley in Oklahoma

  9. Namaste brother Riley; such a pleasure to enjoy your visit. Built into the realm of insanity is the desire to affect change. We would all love to see the peoples of the world shed the chaos of personal and global insanity however; in our zeal to see change we often miss the fact that perfection is an inherent aspect of consciousness. By example, I have always found my greatest spurts of personal growth have, more often than not, followed chaos.

    Consciousness, I believe, expresses itself cyclically whereas duality and it's polar equivalents all find expression. Knowing that light must therefore follow darkness; we can anticipate the highs while accepting the value of the lows.

    Fret not over long periods of unconscious behaviour brother, we are not meant to always walk the path. We learn, we process, we advance. Processing knowledge and making it your own takes time and patience. All the very best to you and your family Riley.

    In Lak' ech, prosper with love... live with truth....